The Fate Of Us

Ep-8~The past;the reasons for everything

Hanbin's pov~

"Hanbin-ah?B.I?Yah,Kim Hanbin,wake up!"I heard Jinhwan hyung's voice.

I slowly opened my eyes and saw Jinhwan hyung.

"Oh,hyung...I want to sleep more..."I whined.

"Oh.no.no.no.You have to wake the kids up or we are going to be late,"he shook me up,"Wake up already,you lazy bone leader."

"H~yyunnnggg~~Just 5 mins.Just 5 mins,"I tried my best to show him my aegyo,although I know jt won't work.

"This kid,words won't affect him,"I heard.

What is he going to do?

Suddenly,he pulled off my trousers and hit my butt.

Aish,this hyung is really...

He hit again.

"Aish...arraseo!Arraseo!I'm getting up!I'm getting up!"I shouted and went into the bathroom.

"Hurry up and wake the other kids,too!"he shouted.

"Yah,Kim bab!Wake up!"I heard Jinhwan waking Bobby up.

I turned the tab on,letting the water fall onto my shoulders.

I laughed.

Because of Jinhwan hyung waking us up every single morning.

I am the leader but waking up the kids isn't my job.

It's Mommy Jian's job.

I suddenly thought of how I met the members.

I met Jinhwan hyung and Bobby hyung when I first came into YG.

It was really awkward at first.But we three got really close later.

I opened my mind to those two for the first time.

Before meeting them,I couldn't believe anyone.I didn't show my feelings.I didn't open my mind.I rarely talked with the others.

I still can't believe and rarely talk with new people.

But members tried hard to open my mind so my introverted personality isn't as serious as before.

I wasn't introverted since I was born.

I was once a bubby,lively,happy boy.

But after all that happened,

Everything changed;

My personality,my thoughts,my heart,my mind,my point of view about the world and people.

They all changed.

I told you,didn't I?

I had some painful memories in my childhood.

And those memories closed my mind and heart.

*Flashback*

15 years ago,

I was on my way back to home.I was sleeping.

I knew we arrived at home when I felt my aunt budged me.

"Hanbin-ah,we're here,"I heard.

I yawned as I stretched my arms and legs.

I got off the car,holding aunt's hand.

When I got into home,I quickly ran to my mom's room.

I wanted to fall asleep in her arms.

I opened the door.But I saw no one.