A Little Bit About Me

Crushes & Fanfics

Okay, so a number one thing about me that you should know for my life currently: My life is a literal fanfiction.

It all starts with High School. Which I just started (Yay freshy!) And first day of school, second hour. A boy walks in with the most handsome and amazing face and smile ever.

I turn to my bestie: Olivia K livigurl13 . And goodness gracious these words will haunt me forever now. "Hey, new hottie alert!"

She gently explained to me, well she may have hit my arm a few times to snap me out of my newly found crushers state, but anyway. She explained that we already knew "Hottie" and I was mortified at first then said: 'Wait. He turned really cute!' And from hence forth I am hooked.

Now, Hottie is a hockey player. He is a very, very, VERY good hockey player. I am an okay, ex hockey player. I'm a slightly, okay, a very short girl who has a few more pounds than she would like. And he's like a taller, very well fit guy who's totally out of my league.

What does the silly writer do?

Go after it like she's a fictions character in 'Nerd and Jock Love' although now, if I do write a book about a Nerd and Jock it very well could be about my whole 9th grade year.

GETTING BACK TO THE STORY.

Okay, so my friend also likes Hottie. I found this out after her nagging and her saying "Oh, we are gonna have a problem with who you like."

So I found this out. And then I found out that my brother and Hottie really don't like each other, and they are fighting for spots on the hockey team. They apparently have almost got into a fight as well. I was a little frustrated with this because I tried to contact Hottie after a while. I messaged him on google hangouts and he never replied. Then I friended him on google+ and he blocked me.

But not even a week later his friend comes up to me and confesses that Hottie likes me. WHAT?! I almost screamed.

Well, the whole like thing came out during class and looked a bit like this: (we are calling his friend Tommy)

Science class.

Fun. Not. I don't like the teacher overly much because he is an atheist and won't let the kids talk about God in his class.

I was answering a question in class and I looked over to Hottie just to look at him, I mean, he's Hottie. And his friend next to him looks at Hottie and smiles then Tommy looks at him smiles and looks back at me.

"Hey, Olivia." Tommy says.

"Yeah?" I replied thinking it was going to be about the science we were studying at the time.

"You know," He pointed over to Hottie,"This guy likes you."

I couldn't help but blush and hide behind my hair. My dreams were coming true. The butterflies in my stomach erupted and dragons soared into my veins. I couldn't stop smiling.

Toward the end of class, our teacher asked for a few volunteers and I tried to raise Oli's hand, who sat in front of me, but the teacher called on me instead.

I had to go up with another guy from our class and stretch a rope between us. He had to pull harder on his side as he "ate" more donuts (gaining more mass) and I would be more attracted to him.

In the back of the room, little did I know that Tommy was teasing Hottie that he should eat more donuts, so I would be more attracted to him.

End of scene.

But a few days later, actually 2 days. I went into class and my friend Lez was messaging Hottie over hangouts. I warned her not to because he might be weirded out. She did.

And Tommy said I was creepy and a stalker on the bus ride home, he didn't know I was riding the bus.

So now I am totally ignoring Hottie, not even to look at him during class unless I have to or it's on accident. I'm going to avoid him at all costs. And quite frankly I think my science class it going to be a living hell from now on. Wish me good luck.

I'll need it.