A Little Bit About Me

Hey Grains! DEEP QUESTIONS

Hey, so this was an assignment from my teacher, (Lindley) and he said that we needed to write these questions down and I thought Hey! I can put this on here, cause Questions and life stuffs. 

NEWCOMERS just so you know. I am only 14 years of age. I will be turning 15 years of age. This is my 3rd year of Wattpad. I joined in 2013... [wow] And thus this means I am only a Freshman in High School. 

EVERYONE: I don't know some of the answers to these because I just don't have some answers to them. Thanks for reading this note. Read on, Grains!

1. What don't you understand about your life thus far?

So, I don't understand a lot of things in my life, and I think this is a really deep question for the first one, I distinguish understanding with confusion, like as simple as not understanding a math question that happens on a daily basis, but not understanding my life thus far?

 I don't understand so much, I don't understand why I do certain things, why others do some things, I have a lot of empathy for other and I try to put myself in their shoes and sometimes I succeed in doing that. 

But mainly I don't understand why some people say you have to live life like no tomorrow, because there is going to be a tomorrow for most people and if there isn't going to be a tomorrow, then sorry I guess, but you should also never be fearful of what's going to happen that day or the next day. Because I think the phrase 'Live Life Like No Tomorrow' sets fear in people and what I think is possibly a good thing to say is instead 'Live Like You Have Eternity Ahead of You'. Maybe because of the decisions that you make now will affect you in the future, so if you make a smart/dumb decision now it'll affect you in the future. 

So I don't understand in my life why people say Live Life Like No Tomorrow.

2. What have you done that embarrassed someone you love or them embarrassing you?

Oh, so much! Oh goodness, this one is hard to pin-point, because I want to make it sound more memorable. 

But one thing I have done to embarrass someone I love is, and to first set the scene, we have these decade parties that we host at the Rice family reunion where every decade birthday the birthday people get some really weird gifts. Some of the gifts are sentimental, but most of them are very embarrassing, for example if you are a guy you get fishnet tights or something. 

I have gotten my cousin a coconut bra and we have another tradition that you are supposed to put on any clothing/hats that you get and you have to wear it the whole time. There are a lot of things people have done to me that have embarrassed me.

3. What do you need to forgive someone for?

I don't know. I don't hold grudges very often and I forgive and forget pretty easily, which might be a problem in the future. I need to apologize to a few people, but I don't think I need to forgive anyone. I don't believe I have anyone I need to forgive, just apologies.

4. What big promise have you made and kept so far?

A big promise I've made and kept so far is... I don't know. I haven't made very many promises ever. One promise I have made and kept was one in the fourth grade and I promised her that I would never tell anyone her crush or something stupid like that. 

No! Actually, one big promise I have kept so far was that I promised a boy named Hunter (RIP) that he and I would keep talking for as long as we have classes together. And we don't anymore, but I still write notes to him and keep a journal of each day and what happened like I did with him. So that is one promise I made and kept so far.