I Hated You But I Ended Up Dating You (1D Fanfiction)

Nerves

Chapter TwentyThree

I woke up nice and early to uneasy surroundings and weird changes. I sat up all of a sudden, confused about where i was and what was happening. A smell ingered in the air and i was eager to find out what was cooking. It smelt really nice and made my tummy tumble. After all the commotion that happened yesterday, i had forgotten to eat and now i was regreting it.

I grabbed the blanket off the sofa i was sat on and wrapped it around myself in an attempt to keep me warm. I pulled myself up with the energy i had left and wiped the sleep from my eyes with the back of my hand. I slid along the laminate flooring, over to the door, trying to follow the scent. It led me out of the living room and along the corridor. I tiptoed silently into the kitchen and stood unnoticed at the door. As a saw a figure standing in the big open kitchen, everything came flooding back to me. I was reunited with my brother. I could feel a tear in my eye and it caused me to sniff, scaring the living day lights out of Nath. He spun round in fear and held a knife in his hand. I jumped back quickly and put my hands up in surrender to warn him i was not a robber or a mask murderer. A smile tweaked and Nathan's lips and he dropped the knife on the worktop. I quickly ran up to him, a few tears in my eyes and i flung myself at him, wrapping my arms around him tight. He just laughed a little and he wriggled out of my grip. Nathan placed his tanned hands either side of my face and he suddenly pulled a weird face at me. I laughed a little although it came out muffled as Nathan was squishing my face.

"You ready for today?" He asked smiling. I nodded as best as i could.

"Yeh. I think."

"Your such a turd." Nathan laughed at me.

"I know right." I nodded, agreeing. "I should stop worrying about things."

"And stop exaggerating things." Nathan added.

"And grow some balls." I nodded again.

"Girls arent supposed to have balls..." Nathan winked at me, i smiled a little at his attempt of a joke and just shook my head slightly.

Nathan had agreed to come to the wedding with me so i didnt look like a turd and muck up and just for my own comfort. I'm not gonna lie, i think i'm worrying more than Hannah and she's the one getting married.

I had mixed emotions and i didnt know how to feel or what to do. I was happy for Hannah and Harry and i was feeling happy about seeing all my friends again. Although i was anxious about how they would feel and what they would say at the sight of me. I was slightly worried about drawing attention to myself and ruining Hannah's special day. I felt pathetic. I was worrying over something that shouldnt be worried over and i sort of felt like a horrible person. I just had to keep thinking the positives.

All of a sudden, Nathan snapped his fingers infront of my face and jumped back a smidge, frightened at the sudden movement. I held my hands up in surrender and Nathan shook his head. "You were gorming out. Like you used to. I guess some things never change." He chuckled lightly. I just swallowed nothingness and nodded, bit my lip, going back into my thoughts. "Your worrying." Nathan told me. "You shouldnt be worried. Nothings going to happen. Its not like your going to be kidnapped, held hostage and raped." He tried to joke.

"Rape is a very serious subject." Emily spoke up, appearing at my side and sliding over to Nathan. "So lets not joke about."

"Preach it girl." I laughed slightly.

Nathan rolled his eyes and i'm sure he cursed under his breath causing me to i shake my head laughing slightly.

"Right missy.." Nathan spoke directly to me. "Breakfast. Stairs. Wash. Change. Car." 5 simple words, 5 easy steps. I nodded in understandment. And skipped off to the hallway and began to climb the stairs. "I'M SURE I SAID BREAKFAST.." I heard Nathan shout, his voice muffled slightly.