Short loki x sigyn (sad)

Short little piece of my feels obviously Loki's POV: I walked solemnly to my chambers, the day had been hard on my sore, restless body. I stepped into my room. My large king sized green and gold bed had been made, the curtains had been pulled back as they revealed all of Asgard and its majestic brilliant blue skies. I looked around expecting to have seen my servant still in the room "hello?" I called out, walking into the large bathroom only to find fresh towels and a variety of shampoos, conditioners, and body washes. Hm, strange she normally is here at this time. Perhaps se had business of her own to attended to. Very well, I might as well prepare myself for a long hot bath. I removed my boots, tossing each to the side. As I do this, I hear a faint knock. I force my tired body up and walk to the door. "May I help yo-" there standing in front of me was a face I haven't seen in centuries. "Sigyn?" I say in shook. She smiles widely as a light blush falls over her slim cheeks. "hello, Loki." she says looking into my eyes. Oh, how I have missed her smooth voice, her blue eyes, her soft features, just her all together. I could no longer contain myself. I quickly took her small frame in my large arms and held her tightly, not ever wanting to let go. Tears weld up in my eyes. "y-you...were dead.." I say trying to hold back tears. "I watched you die...how is this even possible?" I say now crying into her golden locks. "I was brought back." she almost whispers, I could feel her shaking with each sob. "shhh" I say trying to comfort my long-lost love even though I-myself were sobbing equally. "p-please. Tell me this is not a dream..please." "my dear. If I did, you would know I was lying." My body jumped as I woke. No..it was just a dream. I sobbed loudly in my hands. No, no, no!!!!!!! I just want her back!!! I could have saved her!!!!! But I was too late!!! She had already gone when I had reached her with healing stones. I watched as she was stabbed to death, but I was unable to move. It's all my fault. Our child died because of me. I could have stopped him. I have killed Malekith before, but he had taken all of my magic along with my strength...I just stood there and allowed him to drive the dagger through he heart. Why can I not save anyone?!?!