I WOULD GIVE YOU ALL MY HEART <3

Chappi 1 Memories

I was really confused at that time but still excited. I didn't know who he was but I was happy to know that I am going to meet him soon.

Back to real life, I realized that Saami was sitting next to me on the sofa. 

After I noticed him, he asked me a question: "Why are you staring at your hands all the time?" He knew everything about my feelings for Jummah. "I just remembered how I met Jummah. Why you asking?" I asked back. "I just asked 'cuz you looked sad but happy at the same time. Looks kind of weird." he responded. I didn't add anything and focused on the tv which Saami was watching before. He was watching another episode on YouTube about some stupid game. I sighed annoyed and Saami looked confused at me. "Bhaiya (brother) I'm going upstairs. If you want to go outside later, tell me so I can go with you." I said while going upstairs. "Kk" Saami said loud.

**in Jazz's room**

I was cleaning up my room and found a pink diary with stickers all over it. It is my diary in which I wrote ages ago!

I searched for the key and unlocked it. On the first couple of pages there were things about my family and friends I had written down. I read them all and smiled at the things I wrote. As I read on I found a page about none other than Jummah.  

OMG! I was totally obsessed with him and thought that he liked me the way I did. I wrote "One day we will be the cutest couple and get married, when we're older." I mean how can I think something like this? I made plans of getting married with someone, who now hates me for liking him. Then I decided to read on. On the next page of the diary it said "The First Sight". I really don't have to read this because I already knew what this was about.....

** Flashback **

It was Friday. The day I waited for. To finally meet Jummah. My childhood-friend.

We went to their house which was two times bigger than our house.

We were greeted by his mom. Auntie Zainab. She told me and my brother to go to the basement, where we could play and talk with Jummah and Nooman.

I went downstairs with Saami and we saw a guy. Jummah. He was sitting there watching some comedy show. Saami told me to sit next to him.

As Jummah noticed us he smiled. "So you are Jasmine and Saami. Mom told me about you too. You can stay here if you don't talk to me." Me and Saami just nodded. He didn't talk to us at all.

I was so pissed of that I went back upstairs to sit with mom and auntie. I was wondering where his elder brother Nomaan was. "Beta, why don't you talk to Jummah." auntie asked me while giving mom some sugar for her chai (tea). "He don't wants to be disturbed. He's watching something on TV." I mumbled. "Wait, I'm coming downstairs in a minute. Baat hi nahi sun ta (he never listens)." she was angry.

"Challo (come)." she grabbed my hand and led me to the basement. She then started telling Jummah to turn the TV off and to spend time with us. He just nodded and looked at me. I avoided his sight and turned to my brother. He looked at me and then looked back at Jummah. I also turned to face him. He looked annoyed and pissed of, because he couldn't continue to watch his show.

"Have fun." aunti said and gave Jummah a angry glare. Saami was sitting next to me, saying nothing.

"So tell me Jasmine, why did you snitch what I said to you?" he asked kind of hurt. "I didn't wanted to disturb you. And upstairs your mom asked me why I wasn't talking to you. It wasn't my intention to make you angry or something." I said quietly. "Whatever. I'm not angry." he said smiling. Oh, that sweet innocent smile got me! After that we started chatting and I found out that he was a very nice person. We liked the same music, same football clubs and the same films. Then Nomaan joined us and start talking with Saami. My brother told me that Nomaan was just like me. KINDA CRAZY!

It was so much fun talking to them. I wondered what Jummah thought about me. "It was nice meeting you" Saami said to Nomaan and Jummah as we left and went home. I didn't say anything, but smiled and waved good-bye.

The next day Saami and I talked about Jummah and Nomaan. I found out that Nomaan's nickname was Nomi and Jummah's nickname was JJ. I smiled at Jummah's nickname. To me it sounded like a rapper name.

Saami also told me that Jummah lived in Pakistan before, which I think is always nice. Because you learn to read and write Urdu. Pakistan is not the safest country, but still it's awesome.

I asked Saami to which schools' they went and if they would come over to our house. I really wanted to hang out with them again. I really started liking Jummah. That night, before falling asleep, I listened to my favourite song of that time, which was 'This Is Me' by Demi Lovato, to find out if I really liked him more than just a friend. Every time I listened to this song, I can think clearly and take decisions easily. So after listening to that song, I asked my heart if I really liked him or not. And my heart told me that I did.

**end of Flashback **

A/N Heyo :) how did u liked the flashback? Is this chapter too short or is it OK? Tell me in the comments :) and look on the side for moments of one direction :DD  Thanks for reading :)) luv ya all :D xx Abiha :))