Kirugon

Should I do it?

[ Gon's P.O.V ] 

Ahh... Killua is so attractive. I wonder what makes him so attractive? His ice blue eyes perhaps? Or maybe his white hair as fluffy as snow? Oh or maybe his surprisingly warm and fair skin... Anyways, he was just breathtaking.

Hmm... If Killua is so attractive, why doesn't he have any girlfriends? Oh wait. He doesn't want any... or maybe because he's an assassin... but he's so cute! He should definitely not be an assassin and be a model instead... he even has a perfect body.

I sighed as I slowly walked along the streets which were already filled with people, despite how early the time is. I just walked up to a random bakery and got some bread for me and Killua, almost forgetting to pay. 

I walked fairly quickly back to the apartment we rented, not wanting to make Killua wait for his breakfast. The moment I entered, all I could see was the cute assassin muttering to himself while squeezing his chubby cheeks in front of the mirror. 

"Pfft." The silver haired boy immediately turned to look at me and blushed slightly, noticing the fact that someone saw him talking to himself. I tried to hold the giggle in but Killua was just so cute.

"A-ah, Gon. You're back! Did you... did you hear what I said?" 

"Nope. But you were cute, muttering to yourself." I laughed slightly after that comment. Killua just sighed in relief and smiled. "Guys don't feel happy after getting called 'cute' you know. At least call me 'handsome' or something."

Both of us just sat down by the dining table and consumed our breakfast quickly. Unconsciously, I stole glances at Killua every once in a while, but quickly averted my vision back to the food. He didn't seem to notice though, so I guess I'm still safe.

Should I? Or maybe not... Ahhhh!! Confessing to someone... I've never done it before! Can I even say the words 'I like you'? I sighed in frustration, causing Killua to question me. I shrugged it off and apologised for worrying him.

We finished the food and left for the gym to train our bodies more. I sighed at the thought of confessing. Will he even know that it's a confession? I mean... he might think that I like him as a friend... Ahhh... then it'll become even more awkward.

I shook my head and reaffirmed my determination to confess. Okay. I just need to prepare for it. I just need to know what I'm gonna say. It'll be fine right?? I just hope Killua likes me back...