There's no Four in my experience but he was Peter, and only him. He was very something. He's never changed. He always the same. But, I still found our eyes looked to one another. He seems very happy with his friends while I just standing far from him, waiting he came. He didn't want be with me. But, when there's a hunting event, crowds everywhere, I was so scared, he was there, made fun of me and showing off. While I failed, he also knew , "You never change, either."
I just didn't know, he always be around me. "If you hates me so much, why you always around me? You know, we know you always win, why just not let me go?" He never answered those questions because he knew I'm the one who need him, for all this time. He hurts me, but still I need to see him. He was something. I couldn't explain.
"Do you mad at me?" Last thing I asked, "As long as you're still in my memory, you always be with me. No matter how hard you want to leave me, you can't leave me." He seems a ghost in my dream. He reacts as an enemy that I knew he never want to.
If only I knew how to rescue him from me. I knew it's about Peter and Tris relationship. I wish I was Tris.
