"How could you do that to me?" My angry Fiance screams at me. "I swear Ash it was just once." I say trying to defend myself. "Like that makes it fucking alright." She screams as she bends over in pain. "Whats wrong?" I ask. "Arghh!" She screams clutching her stomach. I glimpse something read run down her leg. "Ash, your bleeding." I whisper and she looks down. "Lets go to the hospital?" I say or ask rather and she nods. She refuses to let me help her into the car. Once we eventually do get there I run inside and grab a wheelchair before wheeling it back out to the car. I open the door for her and go to take her arm. "I'll manage!" She snaps. She gets in the wheelchair, I quickly lock the car then wheel her inside. "My girlfriends 6 months pregnant, shes having sharp pains and bleeding." I say and the doctor quickly rush her off, I follow behind. Surprisingly she lets me go into the room with her. They examine her then leave the room, a few minutes later they come back through. "I'm very sorry, it seems you've miscarried. Ash breaks down, I try take her hand but she pulls it away. "Just go." She tells me, I nod then leave. When I get out the hospital I instantly get my phone out and call Tulisa.
"Hello?"
"What do you want? I've said all I needed to say."
"Can I come over, I really need you."
"Whats wrong?"
"Please T?"
"Ok, I'll see you soon."
I then hang up and get in my car, I arrive at Tulisas a good 10 minutes later. I knock on the door and almost instantly she answers. She sees tears streaming from my cheeks and frowns. She stands back to let me in, I walk in the living room and sit down. "What is it?" She asks sitting in front of me. "I told Ash." I say. "What and she threw you out?" She asks. "She lost the baby." I whisper and she gasps. "Faze, I'm so.." She gets out. "Don't!" I reply. "The baby's not mine." I add and she frowns again. "What?" She asks clearly shocked. "Ashley found out she was pregnant a month after we got together, she was 3 months." I say and she stays silent. "We agreed I'd bring the baby up as mine." I add. "You still must be gutted." She says and I nod. "I am, I just don't deserve any ones sympathy. She lost that baby because of me, because of us!" I say. "Wow, don't you dare blame me. You told me you were leaving her and that you didn't love her just to get me into bed." She shouts. "Well it worked." I say. "Just get out!" She shouts."I'm sorry ok, I didn't mean that. I don't love her and I was planning on leaving her." I say stuttering a little. "Then why didn't you?" She asks. "I felt bad, leaving her pregnant with a child I said I'd help her raise!" I admit and she nods. "Look I'm sorry to rush you but I've got to be somewhere." She says. "Whatever T." I say standing up. She sighs and grabs her bag. As we're leaving the house she try's to lock the door as well as having her hands full. He bag drops and everything falls out, including a positive pregnancy test. I pick it up and look up at her, her eyes fill with tears. "T?" I ask. "I don't want to talk about this." She says unlocking the door again. She walks in, I pick everything up and put it back in her bag before going back in the house. This time I sit in front of her, she has tears streaming down her cheeks. "Is it mine?" I ask. "Of course it is." She whispers wiping away her tears. "Why didn't you tell me?" I ask. "You chose Ashley over me once again. I thought that baby she was carrying was yours. I have an appointment with the clinic in half an hour." She says and I frown. "Your having an abortion?" I ask. "What else can I do Fazer? I'm not gonna be a single mum, I won't do it!" She says. "You won't be, I'm here." I say and she shakes her head. "Like you were there for Ashley when you were fucking me?" She shouts. "T, please I'm begging you. Don't do this." I say and she wipes her new tears. "I need some time to think." She replies. "So you wont go to the clinic today?" I ask and she shakes her head. "Not today!" She bluntly says.