When I was little I was oblivious to everything going on around me, never realized why my parents would always have a guard up never trusting anyone always being very cautious of the people they came in contact with, I would always wonder why my mother disregarded her family, but now that I've grown up I put all the pieces together and learnt that people all have two different sides the one they display and the one that you don't see until everything doesn't go the way the plan... to bad I had to learn that the hard way.
Flashback (Beginning)
Z'holé (zoe•ee)
Optimistic is the word my parents used to describe me , because even when we were in our toughest times in life I always remained positive. Like right now, I'm literally dying from starvation and freezing cold, we hit hard times again with my father being the only source of income losing his job and my mother couldn't work because of her cancer ..Damnit every time I think of that disgusting disease I get weak but at the moment my 3 brothers: Zain, Zacarias & Ziam and I are currently laying in the back of are fathers car on the side of a road broken down without any money to get gas. Times like these you'd expect me an 11 year old like myself to be crying and whining about the fact that I haven't eaten in over a week but I was raised to be strong and it's not like i haven't been in this situation before I'm used to it.
(End)
Every time night comes i find myself having flashbacks of the past and how much I've been through it's not nightmares but its's one of the things that which makes me want to hustle harder, I know what me and my brothers are doing isn't right but you have to do what you have to do.
My brothers own jewelry business and they have stores set up all over the United States I also own shares in the company so I can say that my bank account is pretty heavy set for a 17 year old, I'm not looking for love at a point in time i actually stopped believing in it because people are a bunch of back stabbing, small minded blood suckers that's why I call everyone mosquitoes, I'm in my last year of high school and I think if people didn't know that I was the sister of the biggest druglords in ATL I'd be getting bullied left right and center, some girls still bully me but I just ignore them because I'd rather just not stoop to there level , even though sometimes I'm really not so confident about my body my bestfriend Lakil is always there to put me in check.
I was walking down the hallway trying to rush to my first period cause I was already late for the 20th time , it's not like we were doing anything anyway we've already learned sign language we basically just sit in class and talk , as soon as I reached in Ms. Damis started talking about some dumb shit that pratically went in one ear and came out the next I just sucked my teeth and walked off call me rude or whatever but that woman just annoys me some times, I took my seat in the front left corner of the class next to Lakil and i peeped over his shoulder because he was looking at some video on his phone
" What you looking at over there young buck"?
He busted out laughing
"Really nigga"? "young buck but anyway some old jawn I fucked lastnight, dumb hoe didn't even care that I was video taping she was just too happy that she got a taste of this sexy dark chocolate"
That's kill for you he lets his looks get to his head some times but damn i don't blame him God blessed him with a lot of gifts so why not flaunt it ?
"Bruh you're not serious , nigga you better not think of posting this sh-
"Blah blah ara get off my back i won't post the video damn it "
"Thank you"
"Whatever now enough about that why don't you hook me up with tierra fine ass"
