8 Months, 16 weeks, 10 hours, and 4 minutes later

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Every single day for 8 months I have sat right by Joeys side just hoping he would wake and when he did I would be by his side holding him. The nurses are always telling me to go home and rest but I deny becouse I love him to much and I may not to be with him mentally right now but im with him physically and I dont want that to change while im gone, becouse what if when I did leave something happened and he died in his long slumber or he wakes up when im gone. So that is why I am here still everyday, and I will be here everyday entail he awakes. I only leave to get food, a drink, to use the restroom or shower, since I praciticly live here the nuses will sitand talk to me when they are on break. When I have no one to talk to ill have small conversations with Joey even though he cant hear me or reply back.
-Sugar you really need to go home and get some rest
-No, I don't care what I have to do to be with him. Even if its sitting in a hosbital by his side praying everyday for months just hoping he wakes up, and when he does awake I want to be there holding him close and tight.
-That is truely the sweetest thing I have ever heard.
- its becouse its true and becouse I love him more then life it self you see Joey is my second half, he is the person I go to when im sad, he is the person who can make my shit day to a great day. I want to marry Joey, I want to raise kids with Joey, I want to grow old with Joey, but for now I just want to hold him, kiss him, I want to have long conversations with him, I want to protect him when he is scared. I just want him.
- you know my husband was the same way, he would do anything for me, he hated being away from me, he was the sweetest thing that has ever came into my life, well that is entail cancer caught up with him. That day I lost my everything.
-Im sorry for your lost.
- oh its is fine.
*Nurse wigsworth your needed in room 16b*
- welp I better get back to work.
- it was nice talking to you.
- As well to you, and please do come get me if he awakes.
- I sure will.
Its pretty late so I start to doze off right by Joey, my hand in his and my head in his lap. Good night my prince. A few minutes later I hear somethng escape Joeys mouth, you see every now and then a small sound will escape from his mouth, but ive never heard this, this was different.This sounded like he was trying to say something...
Joey?....

*Hope you enjoyed!Your welcome if you got what I did there! Also this chapter was inspired by if i stay! Love that book!*

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