where do broken hearts go.

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I ran into my room put on some black jeans, green vest and again gray converse . running down the hallway a fast as I could. bumping into this guy, alex, HI out of breath. what who are you? NIall hey, you are running why? Well I am not sure. Well kinda confused. how are you? fine, aren't you on tour well.

Hey Alex, HI cole. Can I talk to you. Niall is it ok. thanks. What do you want cole with a little chuckle. putting my foot on the wall. I was wondering if you wanted to go out some time. I would love that. You wanna watch a movie at my place 8. that sounds fun.

Back what were you saying almost yelling it. Walking back to my place. I know you are going to hate this but, We stopped the band. Why would you do that? We couldn't take it any more. Why did you want to go you seem fine with it. Of course i miss it. I am only kinda happy because we broke up, I now get to spend more time with you. More time as friends? Well i thought we could be more then that. I hoped the door shutting it on him.

We release 3 more songs on the album than like some more then we say we are leaving for good. We can start dating again like we hoped. I have a boyfriend. cole asked me out. He got up to leave. We can still be friends just not friend, friends.

IF you want i can brake up with cole to make you happy. I don't want that. Just date him I don't care anymore. I staying her for another 12 days so I better try to make the most out of it. I can't hang out with you anymore. Who said that no one we can still hang out. It is all weird now.

I kissed him. now it is really weird. I love you i will never regret that. I know you will Niall. I'm going out with cole and if it doesn't work out i will call you. I will get on my jet to come marry you. See that is the smile I always wanted. We are always still friends and I always want that. Unless we are dating. I will take you around LA but don't think anything of it my friends. I love you! You don't have to keep saying it i know. Do you love me back?

You know what i am going to tell the truth. At first it was all shallow love. I thought dating a celebrity would be fun, then I learned you were more then that. I started to like you for you. Then to realize you were going on tour and we're going to leave anyway. I am dating cole now I kinda moved on. You didn't and that is ok. I wanted to branch out. I can't just love you for the rest of my life. I'm not going to break up with him for you. I don't want you too, all i want is you happiness make sure that you know that. He is coming over at Eight you must go by then. I think I will just go now. NO, I can't stand you being mad at me. Let's just watch TV and make sure that you now that we can be friends. Making it go any worse we watched the maze runner. He fell asleep like who does that. HEY niall i said shaking him up. My boyfriend will be here in twenty minutes you need to go. I fell asleep so embarrassing. I think it was cute. HE walked out the door with his cute blue eyes maybe I was making a mistake.

That is cuter crazy. gotta get ready for my date.

Hey cole, totally unprepared eating top ramen noodles even though we would probably just eat popcorn. I love you blue dress it making you eyes pop. He didn't compliment me on my shoes or jean jacket where they bad. I never obsessed with what a boy thinks of me. Niall would tell me i am pretty no matter what i showed up wearing. I should just give him a try he cute. There might not be more got to make the most out of it.


It was march 5 12:14. I heard some Knocking that weird.

I have some flowers for alex edwards that me sign here. Thanks. who are those from I have no clue. They are from naill. What does the card say It's from this guy named niall. Who is naill! cole calm down he is just a guy. What guy? I use to date him. Date him i don't think he got over the break up so well if he is sending you flowers. I love you now baby not him we are over. Something fell out of the card. What they are plane tickets to ireland. Just some book marks. Bookmarks really what a joke. Inside joke. He kissed me on the check. He held my hand and we watched a movie. I love you babe. I hope you have. Good day at school tomorrow!! Thank love you.

Now where were we I was leaving, leaving. what? I have to go home, honey my roommate wanted to go out. I have been her for five hours. That's not enough" I said giving him a puppy bog face. See you then babe kissing him on the cheek.

He had gotten  me plane tickets to go to ireland with him. NIall knows I don't like him.

What ever I was going to say to that. Do I go out to see him? Things have been weird between us. I don't like him people are going to think we are dating and we don't want that .

I sat down on the couch with the tickets in my hand. I would leave March 13 at 7:30 A.M Getting there at one. leaving on March twenty second. Nine days. Nine days. saying it again breathing slowly in. I texted Niall.

Mate, I think I will see you in ireland. You couldn't get enough of me could you.

I am glad to see that you are coming. Can't wait to see you. I am taking you around to see everything. Get your tenny shoes.

(: You either.

I figured I would show him around. I thought about the kiss we had. Did it mean anything well i don't think so. I went over to his hotel room. He told me where we was staying But not which room so i had to scrong for it. It would of been easier if he just texted back. Hey NIall i knocked on the door.

HE opened it with a towel around this waist and his hair all wet getting on me when he turned. Hey I didn't know you were coming over.

I just have to get dressed really quickly. Pulling on a cute shirt button up to be exact. It was checkered with a mahogany, white and black. black jeans and white converse. coming out of the bathroom. I bite my lip and said ok let's go. I was only wearing a white shirt with a green jacket and light blue jeans my hair in a braid and a cute woolen hat. that made me look a lot better than I could. Only it being 83 I don't really need the jacket, but it when with my outfit. It is march and you are wearing a jacket. When is your birthday he asked out of the blue. April 27. You? I know it. september 13. what a stalker. Niall, It only fare i no one direction birthdays. Ok then, when is louis. december 24. liam ok, you got me there. I know harry's is february first. We were walking on the street now nice to say people weren't following him. What do you wanna do? hang out with you mate.
I just want to make your night as best as it can be. I love u. It's so hard to do stuff for you. When i don't want to lose you. Did I just say that out loud?
You do love me! No, that came out wrong. So, you don't. No, not like that. Maybe, I don't know. I kinda have feelings for you, but I'm dating cole and it's not right to cheat on him. Yes, but some day this might work out just not know. He picked me up and we started dancing, ballroom dancing out side in a park. I stopped and just started talking. He had a look on this face like why do you stop? Cole is over there it looks like he is coming over here.
Hey baby! You look so hot. I see your with Niall again. He is here for a few weeks jut wanna show him around. For a few weeks great. He said under this breath. Maybe we could hang out some time like Monday. After school. Sure! Hope he's gone soon he said while walking away. He jealous that I keep hanging out with you. He loves me but you do. I love you I like him. You just said you love me more. I just want to stop getting into all this relation ship stuff and live life. All I get from you is  I love you or when I break up with cole we get together. Just stop with it! I yelled. Maybe you should just go home.

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