Today was just like any other day If I remember correctly. I woke up, dealt with 8 dreadfully painful hours surrounded by people I hate at school, got asked to leave class a few times, and then I set off to my home. As much as I hated that house I couldn't wait to kick open the door and throw myself on the couch.
The almost hour and a half walk from school to my house or vice versa was fun at first but after the repetitive pattern I soon got bored within the first two weeks of school.
Just as expected it was the same. The same crack besides the tree root that was jutting out from under the cement, the same dried piece of gum I spit out on the first day of school, everything.
Dragging my feet down the long path I brought the dimly lit cigarette to my lips and took a long drag, longer than usual.
Smoking was my nasty little habit, probably the worst one I had. I had made a small self promise to smoke if I was upset and boy was I on this fine spring day. I blew out the smoke and watched it descend to the higher skies above and wander aimlessly, Boy did I envy smoke. Just being able to fly free is amazing to me.
My school life is shit to be blunt. As much as I hate this path, when I walk down it I feel truly at peace. People scatter like mice when they see me. I dont know if they fear me or they cant stand to be around me but all I know is that I've practically begged to be transferend out but my only response is "Stop being overdramatic" thanks mom.
Still slugglishly walking I began to think, Why would they like you? You repel them like magnets.
With the black hair and ice cold blue eyes why wouldnt I creep people out. Im stalky in length and extremly skinny despite the amount of food i eat on a daily baises. My coal black hair falls neatly over my shoulders and flows down my back, to top off my signature look my heads coverd with a red beanie. Some boys think im cute, before they look at my eyes that is.
They're dark around the edges but light in the center, they look as if I could Pierce you with a simple glance and the fact that I never smile doesn't help me from looking any less scary. Some say I have the natural born look of a killer. Maybe they're right, maybe they're wrong. Who knows.
Still pondering over my thoughts I half noiced something. I stoped. I should've kept walking. A figure of an individual was the cause for my halt. I just stood there dumbstruck. This was the first time Ive seen anyone on this path. Ever. To top it all off it was a boy. Its not like Ive never seen a guy before just never one this cute.
He had light brown eyes which were covered by a thin pair of lenses. That was all I could make out from my distance, plus I didn't care much about another person who disturbed my walk.
When we met I made sure to not brush past him but yet again something about him made me stop. He made a face.
I turned around while he continued walking, though not as fast.
"You have a problem with me"? I asked
I had half expected him to turn around and yell back but to my utter disbelief he continued walking, like he was unaware of my presence.
"Hey ass crack I'm talking to you" I charged at him grabbing his shoulder.
He turned around and slapped my hand "Bitch I'd really appreciate it if you didn't touch me" He snapped back glaring at me. I swear if looks could kill Id be dead.
"Well I'd appreciate if you didn't look at me if I pass you". It was really pathetic that one side Glance got me so pissed but something about him irritated me greatly.
He gave me the blankets looks ever, then a sudden flash of anger appeared in his eyes but as quickly as it came, it just faded away.
"The fuck is wrong with you!? I don't even know you! I was just walking home now some crazy bitch is attacking me! Just great exactly what I needed. And another thing, extinguish that hazard and brush your teeth before getting so close to me".
I shoved him a good 3 inches away from me and tried to think of a better come back but unable to I just spit at him and said stay the hell away from me and continued walking. Behind me I herd a scoff and the sound of his footsteps echoed until they were herd no more.
"Geez the nerve of some people" I mumbled to myself.
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Wow yay! The first part is finally finished! I've legit spent all week writing this so I hope you enjoyed this!
