He and his family officially moved again today. Don't even ask how I got this information.
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We met everyday at that gate in the morning ever since put our differences aside and began a friendship, and after school we walked down that path side by side. It actually was quite pleasant to finally have a friend in that school. I mean being alone with my thoughts was better than being here in my current location but having someone to talk to was icing on the cake.
Some time in September..no October maybe that when the flirting started. He'd hug me from behind, whisper hello onto my ear the same way he did his name. To any girl this would've been like heaven but I was no fool and immediately caught that something was up. My mistake was going along with it.
We of course weren't being discreet about it and this stirred up mixed emotions from everyone in the school. The tramps from his grade and mines as well were enraged. To be honest with my social status at the time even I would've been angry to.
It was like a Disney movie and the prince was beyond perfection and he pushed away every girl except the drug addict who didn't even have the mental capacity to pass the third grade and she's just weighing him down and everyone else could've seen this downfall from millions of miles away but he was to dense to listen and the movie ends with his regrets following him around until he becomes miserable and kills himself.
With us being in different grades I had to travel to his section to even get a good glimpse of him.
Our school was huge and at the time every grade had their own floor, seniors at the top freshman at the bottom. They called it "working your way up".
I hated walking, stairs, and sweating so it took a lot of motivation to even consider seeing him but he told me he needed to see " My dazzling blue eyes" every day to keep himself going in life. Everytime I went to see him every girl within 16 feet of him just gave me the look of "I would spit on you if I could". No matter how much they hated me Non of them stopped me nor dared touch to me in and out of school. I just simply walk up to his locker, conversed with him then walked out.
One day in particular I didn't go to him. It was a hot day and heat rises so it was common Fucking sense that his floor be hot and I was feeling lazy. Eventually he found me just wandering around and he hugged me from behind.
To be honest I wasn't looking for a boyfriend at the time so I had no romantic attraction to him so felt nothing by this display of affection.
"You didn't wait for me, I spent 10 minutes looking for you" He said into my neck.
"Wow 10 whole minutes I feel blessed" Turning I began walking away until he grabbed me by my wrist.
"Uhh....hmm..how do I put this" He was flustered, "I really like you, there I said it"
I had no reason to distrust him, for the time being of course. Hundreds of girls would've murdered their own mothers to have had that said to them, shit I know half the whores at the school would've dropped their panties right then and there but "The privileged child" didn't.
All I did was glance at him and say "Congrats"
His grip on my wrist loosened a bit while he started making sounds, I was really starting to get annoyed.
The only person before him to ever restrain me like that was my mother and that was to keep me from running while she beat the shit out of me. Making a scene would've been inappropriate so all I could do was grin and bare but that feeling of restraint to me was equivalent to some fat Ass sitting on my chest. I was about to start crying really. But yet I withstood it.
"Do you like me back"? He said pulling me in.
"I don't know"
"Something the privileged child doesn't know"
"I said stop addressing me with that name"
"Then answer"
His voice was the same as when we first met. Aggressive, assertive and beast like.
I struggled out of his grasp. His hand left dark purple marks around my wrist.
I took a step back.
He came closer.
Tears ran down my face.
He continued walking.
"Stop"
He continued walking.
"I'll scream".
I should've screamed.
