My First Love ( Exo Kai )

C h a p t e r 31

*At SMtowns Halloween party*

I decided to go as a vampire while the rest of the girls.

Sora//Lina; Witch

Sara//Baby; ninja turtle 1

Diana; Princess

July; Ninja turtle 2

Nini; Elsa

Karah; Pocahontas

Hana; Angel.

We arrive.

This is so exciting.

When we walked in we were greeted by cameras shutters and loud party music.
This is going to be epic. I looked around and spotted Kai.
I was going to go over there but I realized Krystal was with him.

I didn't know what happened or why it happening but my heart broke when I saw her beside him laughing and talking. Could it Be I still had feelings for him? Aye no way.

"Yah yah Earth to Jenny!"
I looked to my side to see Sora//stage name; Lina (I'm just going to be calling the girl by their stage name now so.)

"Yeah?" I said looking at Lina
"Were you even listening to me?" She asked folding her arms sulking.
"Um no? Can u come again?" I said
"I was just asking if you've seen how Krystal and Kai are so close" Lina said
"Oh uh yeah" I replied "Are you okay?" She asked "of course he's not mine anyways + I'm pretty sure I've gotten over him" I said "Oh Jenny ur so bad at lying do u know that?" I arched my eyebrows and eyed her "what do you mean?" Lina smiles at me and say "you always bite ur lips when ur lying or nervous. I know you. But cheer up! Fighting!" Suddenly.....

Sooman: I know everyone's enjoying the party but let's all take a group picture quick gather around everyone!!

Everyone gathers around and snap.

Aish what to do? I think I blinked.

Heechul; everyone I'm posting this on my Instagram
Other people; oh me too.

As I turned to go back to my seat after the pictures I feel like I have stepped on something I bend down to pick it up and it was a ring. Oh who could this belong to I thought. I scanned the ring and found "KaiStal" carved into it. Wow so they're dating?. I mean if ur just friends would you have couple rings? I think I'm going crazy.

I shove the ring into Lina's hand and said "I think it belongs to either Kai or Krystal it has KaiStal carved on it"

Lina; yeah i think so.... Should we make an announcement or should we give it to Sena? Or Sooman?
Suddenly Taemin runs up to us and said "have you girls seen any ring?"

Lina; um...

Taemin; aish it's going to cause suspicion if Sena Or even Sooman sees it.

Jenny; what do you mean by cause suspicion?

Taemin; well I shouldn't tell u this but it has their couple name carved into it and they'll be in trouble if any of the adults sees it. They'll definitely be called into the office. I mean who would believe them if they say they were just friends yet they have couple rings esp if they're a boy and a girl?

Jenny; who are the "boy and girl"?

Taemin; that's going to have to stay anonymous sorry. But he'll really be in trouble. How can he be so clumsy if he's going to wear it?. Pabo

Jenny; it's okay I think I actually might have an idea of who the boys and girls are

Taemin; what? Are you serious?

Jenny; if this is the ring ur looking for them yes.

Taemin; *bites lips* you'll keep this a secret right? Jongins going to kill me if he found out I told u.

Jenny; my lips are sealed. Lina?

Lina; mines are too. Ur good.

Taemin; thank you guys so much I'm putting my trust in u!!!

My smile fade.

Lina; jenny ah let's get out of here for a while.
I followed Lina outside in the lounge outside of the party
I didn't know what came over me but I just hugged her and sobbed.
Lina; it's okay cry it all out But you have to promise me you'll never cry over him again okay? I'm going to be honest. You need to move on don't stay stuck on him. The wound will only get deeper and I hate seeing u weak and crying. you're not really like this. He's ur only weakness.

"Just move on" you know those words are easier said than done right? I don't know how or why but I just find myself falling for him over and over again" I cried harder

"Yes I know but try I have seeing you cry especially over of a stupid boy" Lina whipped my tears and hugged me once again "I'll always be here"

Jenny; I've made up my mind this is the last time I'll ever cry over him I'm done being weak I don't like the feeling.

I told Lina to go back into the party since I'm going to the bathroom I looked at my reflection and smiled. Was my smile always this ugly.? Maybe i shouldn't smile anymore. But I have a bitchy rest face. It's still better than that smile. Maybe this is why Kai got over me and went to someone else. I couldn't be compared to her. I'm ugly she's pretty she can dance/sing/act/ she also has a good body and abs I'm just a trash can if I were to stand near her. My smiles also ugly. Okay no more crying no more smiling. I'm just going to be blank from now on. I can't be weak I've gotta make a change. But my hearts too wonderful; I'll make it ice cold.

I fixed my makeup and start making my way back to the party but I was interrupted with some voice talking.

Jongin: it was really loud in there. Ah this feels better.

Krystal: mhm this is better. But yah how could you lose the ring we couslve been in trouble if Taemin hadn't found it and someone else found it.
I can imagine her pouting and Kai patting her head. He use to do that to me
Jongin; I got it. Sorry for worrying you, how can I make it up to u? You want a kiss or a hug or both? Xoxo?
Krystal; yah!
I scoffed and walked in the middle of them. Since they were in the hallway when I was half way in front of them I turned around and said "Oh wait. Krystal you said Kai would've been in trouble if Taemin hadn't found the ring right? Sorry to break it to you Hun but what to do I think he left out an important fact. I found the ring he took it from me to give it to Jongin. Ah I feel better saying it" I walked off and back to the party. 😷😷😷

—Jenny
Well that's the update and happy Halloween everyone:)