fifth. you know him. you love him. through a thousand lifetimes, across millions of stars, you'd find him, you'd never leave him. you love him, till death do you part.
Connor had memorized Troye, he knew and loved ever piece of him. He loved Troye more than he had ever known was possible. He used to be so afraid of himself, of what he felt, but yet Troye made him feel sure of one thing. Sure of his feelings. He was in love with Troye, from one edge of the universe to the other, despite there being no end to it. Through everything and through anything. He'd seen Troye vulnerable, Troye had asked him why he didn't just leave, and yet he would never, he could never. He would stay with Troye, never leave him, until the day Troye decided he didn't want Connor around anymore.
His love for Troye was everywhere, found in everything that Connor knew and held dear.
It was in the fire of his touch, it was in the brilliant light that radiated from him, it was in the musical sound of the song that was his voice, it was in the ocean of his eyes, the ocean Connor was drowning in.
He loved Troye.
fifth. you didn't know you could want to know someone so completely. you love him. anything that happens, no matter what it is, you will be there for him. you will never give up on him, never stop being by his side because he makes you feel complete again. you love him more than anything in the world
Troye never knew that home could be a pair of green eyes and a heartbeat, home could be the sound of someone's breathing or the sound of their laugh. The way he felt when he was with Connor, the light in his heart and the safeness that he felt, the security, it was a way he felt with no one else. He never thought that he would feel the way he felt about Connor, and he was learning things every day that made him fall more in love with the boy.
It was an addiction, it was magnetic, it was the sound of his laugh, it was the soul that showed his beautiful green eyes.
It was love.
