This heart is unbearable. Feeling of emptiness filling my chest and overflowing to the very bottom pit of my stomach. what's going on with me? Had she really had this big of an effect on me? Couldn't be, I came from a family full of players.... Or did I?.....
Oh hey there, I'm Jamal. I'm 18 years old, average height, very toned muscular body, afro and I think I may be in love. Hmmmm but love isn't that easy to fall into... Or is it?
Well it started about a year and four months ago. I was in high school and the head trumpet in the band. Yea I know what you're thinking, no way this gorgeous guy was in the band and not into sports but it's true. But anyway I was in class one day when I got this message saying that it was this new little girl who played the trumpet and she was better than me. "No Way"... Well long story short she wasn't better than me but she did do something for me.
Never had I ever felt this way. I longed for her attention, couldn't stay away from her. Went home and just was Completely lost. What was this feeling. I'm very healthy so I know I wasn't getting sick. The thought of her long straight beautiful black her and her little petite body had my solider standing at full attention. My goodness could it be..... I had tripped into this trap called love. Was I ready to settle down? No. Could I handle settling down? I don't know. But one thing I did know was that I couldn't let her slip away from me.
So it was settled next day of school, I would claim her as mine without any doubt.
