Belarus POV
Why doesn't Brother want to merge with me?
It hurts me that he's scared of his OWN sibling.
His flesh and blood.
Why couldn't he just love me?
He was my hero now why can't I repay him?
I bet he hates me.
Why can't anything go right?!
Today was probably one of the worst day of my immortal life.
I was walking to the meeting room for another world meeting.
I saw everyone making such loud racket.
Then they stop as they all looked at me.
I sighed and I saw Russia.
So I went to sit next to him.
But he scooted away.
So I scooted over.
We kept doing this until Russia had no more room to scoot over.
So he got up and he moved to a different spot.
So I moved with him as well.
He groaned in annoyance and he ignored me.
"Big brother?", I said softly as I place a hand on his.
He flinched and he moved his hands away.
He looked at me in disgust and then looked away.
" Big brother please stop ignoring me!",I said.
"Big brother!", I said again.
But he kept ignoring me.
So I called him over and over again, Trying to get his attention.
And then it happened.
" SHUT UP! STOP BOTHERING ME AND GO AWAY! NO I WILL NOT MERGE AND NEVER WILL I, NOW GET AWAY FROM ME YOU PESKY BRAT!I HATE YOU! I WISH I NEVER RESCUED YOU! I HATE YOU!",Russia snapped.
Everyone looked at Russia Shocked.
Russia was growling.
I teared as I just heard my OWN brother say those words to me.
Russia then Calmed down and realized what he had said.
"S-Sis-", Is all he said before I got up and ran.
" BELARUS! ",Russia yelled as he ran after me
I kept running hoping to get away from Russia.
I took a turn and saw I forest, I knew that I could loose Russia here so I ran in.
I was trembling, I was crying. I couldn't help but feel so broken and empty, all my life I couldn't FEEL anything, I was emotionless.. Until... I met Russia, we had nice chat but I guess I shouldn't really just force him to merge with me most of the time... Why do I do this? I tried to act normal by making conversation with him and trying to do things he likes but he only get angry and scared... I saw a bridge up ahead. I had many thoughts going through my head but only one stood out..
"Jump", was the word I saw. My breath quickens as I hastily walk towards the bridge.
I swallowed a little of cold air, should I do it?
"Yes", the voice said. I looked around, I saw ghost lingering around me, all mourning. They must be the ones who jumped off this bridge, there were so many. I climbed on top of the edge and looked down, it was a long jump but I knew I could never survive this. Even if I'm immortal.. I just wanna feel something else.. Something besides heart break and loneliness..
"BELARUS!", someone yelled out, it was.. Russia...
I looked at him, I then gave a pain smiled.
"Little sister please don't! I shouldn't have ever said those words in the first place just please don't jump!", Russia cried as he had visible tears coming down.
My smile grew more in pain and I laughed a little.
He looked at me weirdly.
"I'm sorry big brother.. But it's funny..", I said as I looked afar.
"What's funny?", He said a little confused.
"We say one thing and think we can take it back but it's forever engraved into our minds.. We're like paper, once we're crumbled up, we can't go back to being perfect again", I looked at him with teary eyes.
"And guess what?", I said as I leaned forward.
"I hate me too", And then I jumped.
"BELARUS NO!", Was all I heard before I heard a snap when I hit the bottom.
And I saw a light getting bigger and bigger each minute.
Until...
I woke up.
(OK I AM HORRIBLE, IDK WHY BUT I WAS ABOUT TO DELETE THIS STORY BUTI END LOSING MY DAMN PHONE AND THEN I GET NOTIFICATION ABOUT PEOPLE WANTING THE STORY..
Ok really sorry for the long wait, I know it's inexcusable but seriously. I procrastinate a LOT so here's the first part! I'm going to try to do the second one :/ so if I take long I'm sorry, but I'm actually losing interest in this app.. So I don't go on it as much, but I will still use it if because I actually use it to PM my friends here. But I might update a story or 2 if I'm bored so again sorry and yes that was a cliffhanger XD so there's more to come.)
