Dear August

chapter 8

I was mad so I simply turned around and walked off. I didnt need him right now, and besides it was my birthday, I mean aren't you supposed to party and have fun.

"Hey wait up!" Lara jogged up beside me. "What's wrong? You seem mad about something."

I really wanted to tell her but I couldnt. Not yet anyways.

"Oh, it's nothing I'm just kind of tired" luckily we have first hour together so I wouldn't have to worry about being alone if douche tried to talk to me.

We got into history and took our seats on the opposite side of the room from each other. We usually lip stuff back and forth to each other, but today I was avoiding all eye contact of any kind. Class began and the teacher took roll, I just scribbled in my notebook, apparently pretty furiously to because u didn't hear my name being called to till I broke the lead off the end of my pencil.

The teacher began his usual lectures about some kind of American history and I did my usual day dreaming. I was rudely waken from my hazed thinking by a thump on my shoulder. The kid next to me passed me a note under the table.

'Hey, kady i know there's something wrong with u meet me in the hall after class

- xoxo lara'

I had to leave this class because honestly I was afraid of falling asleep. I raised my hand and asked for a hall pass. I didn't really know where I was going I just need out of there. I first went to my locker and reapplied my mascara. Then I made my way to the bathrooms. HUGE MISTAKE.

Tristan and treshawn where playing in the water faucets in the hallway. once again being childern. I causaly walked passed the both of them and walked into the bathroom. I splashed water in my face to stall, hoping the guys would leave. I figured the good 4 minutes would have been long enough but I guess it wasn't because when I walked out they where waiting, literally waiting.

"What the hell do you guys want?" I scoffed and rolled my eyes.

"Kady, dont act like you have never done something with another guy." People always thought I was this nasty girl, like I would do stuff with other guys. Truth is I have only dated one guy, I've only ever been with one guy. Sure guys offered but I was committed to tris.

"I haven't you asshole. You act like it's OK, like it's normal to just go cheat on people. Like its something everyone does." I went off on him. My face burning red, I almost thought u could see the steam coming from my head I was so angry. I mean who the hell did he think he was, like it wasn't a big deal. It was a huge deal, I wasted almost a year on him.
Trash.

Straight. Freaking. Trash.