Arranged Marriage (NatsuxLucy)

Episode 17: I want Freedom

Lucy's POV

"Hurt and pain.
There's much to gain.
Peace and love.
It's all the same.
Confusion and doubt.
We're not without.
We weep, we cry.
We plead, we try.
We laugh, we smile.
Only to be hurt
by one last trial.
Life is a lesson,
so learn it well.
Maybe, one day,
you can tell it's tale."

Yeah, it's true and my life is a HUGE of pain. No one makes me happy. They just break me down more & more everyday. Maybe, life is a lesson. Everything is the same to me. Love/hate. Being silent/or noisy. It's all the same.

Just done reading a poem about sadness. It's about also to read a poem of happiness.

Reading Happy Life Quote:

You cannot buy your happiness, 'cause happiness is free.
Don't you know, or can't you guess, it's there for you and me.

- George Savage

"Listen to the exhortation of the dawn!
Look to this day,
For it is life, the very life of life.
In its brief course lie all the
Verities and realities of your existence.
The bliss of growth,
The glory of action,
The splendor of beauty;
For yesterday is but a dream,
And to-morrow is only a vision;
But to-day well lived makes
Every yesterday a dream of happiness,
And every tomorrow a vision of hope.
Look well, therefore, to this day.
Such is the salutation of the dawn! "

(You are free to copy that Quotes :) Thanks! )

Well, it looks like I don't have that kind of happiness. I also don't have freedom of choosing my decision. How I hope someone will help me to break that curse, I think? I want a happy life just like the others, they are free to do something.

"Knock! Knock!"

"Who's that?" I said

"it's me sis! Can I come in?"

"Sure..."

"Thanks, are you okay?" she sitted to my chair at my study table

"Not really, why bothered me asking?"

"Well, nothing. You know what I did to Zeref?"

"Nu-uh! Why? What did you do to him?"

"He-He! >:D"

I saw her aura, it's like something that she did something ridiculous before.. Heh, weird sister! .

"Hey, what did you do?" I asked

She just smirked.

"I tickled him! :D"

"WHAT??! You know how much it hurts for him when it comes in tickling??"

"Yeah, so what? He tried to reveal that I am a lesbia--"

"WHATTT??!! O.O Are you kidding??!! Your not... right?"

"Ofcourse am not!"

"About Zeref.. Is he okay?"

"Ofcourse...It's not really I did something to him like a crime! No way."

"Uhh--"

"So, why are you emoting here??"

"nothing"

"You're dull Lucy! You're Haggard, exhausted I guess?"

"Yeah, whatever. By the way what was the time?"

"Around 7 or 8pm I guess. You know, you should get out of this room"

"Okay. Next time, after 200 years until I die"

"You shut up! Am serious."

"No, one word is enough Lis."

"Okay...I give up! " she was about to stand and heading to the door

"Sweetdreams my dear sister! hekhek! Remember the movie 'The Ring'? She will get out from your TV--"

*TOK*

I stopped her annoying horror stories. She treated me like a kid.

I threw my shoe to her.

"Why you guys always throwing me something forcing me to go out? I'm not a thing"

"Yeah, yeah!"

"Urrgghh! You kiddo!"

"Shut up, I'm trying to sleep. You old woman."

"Hmph!"

*shut*

she already went out.

I want tomorrow is another life for me to live like a fairy tale. But Fairy tale does not exist, they only exist in Story books. What a sad life for me.

(Sorry, this Episode was kinda boring though It expresses how Lucy want a freedom in her life)