my abusive lover * roc royal and ace primo love story*

love rollercoaster

 

 

 

 

 

     Nicole

I couldn't believe this..... did I really just kiss roc oh noooo but what I cant believe is that he is a changed man now with a girlfriend for some reason I felt something when he said I have a girl friend but I know I cant catch feeling hes happy with her and im with niko

speaking of niko hes been on tour a lot but I don't trip cause when he is on tour I facetime him or call him every morning and night without him being here makes it lonely but I have neveah to keep me company

is it bad that I might still love roc alittle he was my first love so I have to have some room in my heart for him I bet that Jessica girl sure is happy with him......kinda makes me jealous but at the same time im confused...........

I just put my confusion to the side and put my headphones in and listen to loverollercoaster bt xib(A/N: yall don't know nothing bout that if u from the D(M)V but mostly from the d you know all about that ------>)  I just sung the song while cleaning the kitchen.... when I got down there I took my headphones out and I put it in the doc and turned it up and I just started cranking and singing

"Im so tired of playing love rollercoaster with you my heart cant take

the drama you be putting me thru it goes up and down and round

and round and round and round "

by the time if was finished cleaning the kitchen I made my way to the living room on the second verse

 

"These feeling that im going thru you got me caught up and im so confused

everything we had that I thought was true now I see a whole different side of you

got me going up and down got me going up and down and wide around

up and down and wide around we going up and down and right around

and wide around we go"

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by that time roc was standing in the living room staring at me with his mouth right open I guess he didn't think I could sing runs in the blood....... I looked down and realized what he was also staring at he was looking at me with my hair in a messy bun with a sports bra and sweats and footies I walked away upstairs to get nev