Suicidal's confession

Cruel Life

I was 15 going on 16, grade 10 in Sunshine Greenland University. I was just like the rest of you, just a simple student, a simple girl. That was when I was still alive.

At this very young age, I could already feel how cruel the world is. There's no escape.

Judgements were everywhere.

When I was a kid, I thought life was easy as pie. I used to believe in Happy Endings. I thought, one day I will be crowned as Queen.

I thought I was the star of my own show.

But my thoughts were wrong, turned out everyone I trust, betrayed me.

The joke was on me.

Couldn't handle it anymore.

That's when I thought of jumping from the 80th floor, in midtown, Pure city.

I saw how beautiful the world up there, it was full of lights.

Then I looked down, it was nice, full of moving cars they were so little.

I forgot, that I was afraid of heights.

It feels like I am the queen of the world, up here.

Then I jumped.