basic : j.g

6.

It's been what? Two weeks since Jack stormed out of my house? I don't remember nor do I want to know.

When he left my house, I thought everything was going to go back to normal.

Normal as in: rolling eyes, glaring, smirks, and insults with witty comebacks.

But no.

He hasn't even looked at me and has been avoiding me like the plague.

Whenever Jack and Mallory invite us to some place, Sammy and Nate are always there, including me. But
never Jack.

I asked Sam and even Nate what was wrong with him and they just shook their heads and said he was probably with Madison.

I'm not sure if that's Jacks excuse to make it easier to avoid me after the events at my house, or if it's actually the truth.

I still have a hard time trying to understand why the fuck I had such a huge mood swing when right before, we were actually having a good time together.

To be honest, I miss him. Even if I didn't admit it, I always liked our small banters because whenever I was bored and felt like I was third wheeling a relationship and a friendship, he'd always say some insult to get me out of the awkwardness. Not knowing or knowing that he was helping me,
I was always mentally grateful of him.

After Monday morning, I thought we could develop a friendship that wasn't only based on insults, but obviously, I ruined that.

Even if I did apologize, I know he wouldn't care. I'm just some girl, basic as he likes to put it, who isn't worth his time. Plus, he's been hanging out a lot with this beautiful brunette recently and I doubt he'll want to be my friend when he has a girl that beautiful. I'm 100% sure that's the infamous "Madison" Sam and Nate say is the reason why he blows us off now.

After my mood swing, I tried calling and apologizing for my actions and attitude, but he never answered. He actually is taking it literal when he said he would never bother me ever again.

I felt someone put their hand on my shoulder, shaking me out of my thoughts. "You okay Liv?"

Mallory sat next to me and took off her shoes to dangle her feet in the water, mimicking my actions.

"Yeah, just thinking, ya know?" I responded, swirling my feet in the cool clear water.

I haven't told anyone about my bonding time with Jack about 2 or 3 weeks ago, let alone the fight. I doubt Jack told JJ, because if he did, JJ would ask me about my perspective in everything.

"Thinking bout what Livy? You can tell me." Mal smiled and gave my shoulder a comforting squeeze.

"I know, it's just I'm still trying to understand the situation myself?" I sighed and decided that it was time for me to open up and get some advice on how to approach Jack.

Mal leaned back and kicked the water, splashing me. "If I knew what the  situation was about, I could hellllppp."

I giggled and opened up to my best friend, telling her from the very start of  Monday mornings hangover. 

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"...and yeah, so now i don't  know what to do and have no idea why i reacted so negatively" I summed up.

Mal was silent the whole time, letting me explain everything about my problems.

"Hmmm, well, have you physically approached him? Like in person" she finally asked.

I shook my head as a 'no'.

"Then you should do that, explain to him what you just told me and how you're confused about your mood swing and miss him." Mal advised me,
shrugging.

"I just don't want to let him see how much this small thing effected me, because he probably isn't dwelling on it like I am. He's a fuckboy and doesn't care about girl's feelings and what he does can effect someone. I don't want to be like those girls, Mallory." I reasoned.

She sighed and nodded. "Well, I don't know what to tell you."

I kept looking down at the water and nodded back.

"What I can tell you...is that Maggie is going to throw a party later on today. You should totally come. I'll let you borrow some clothes and we'll head out with JJ, Nate, and Sam."

I smiled, feeling excited. "That'd be pretty great."

"Then let's go upstairs and get hotter than we already are" Mal said with a wide grin on her face as she pulled my laughing self out of the water.

I knowwwww, this was pretty short. Buttttt I really wanted to incorporate Mal and Olivia's friendship more and what better way then with girl talk and asking for your bestie's advice? 😂

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