Suffering In Silence

•Chapter 1•

Justice

"I'm almost done Monte' damn," I said annoyed as fuck.

Monte' had me fixing his breakfast which consisted of pancakes, an omelette, sausage,bacon and grits. I was feeling petty so I spit all in his shit. I went outside and got a little bit of dirt and mixed it in the pancake batter. I got some grass rolled it up to make it look like chopped green onions, and for the finishing touches I took some ants that had made a pile in my front yard cut them bitches up and used them as pepper.

"Food is done bitc- I mean bae," I said. I hope he ain't heard my slip up cause I knew I was gone get it later.

"Ohhh ma' this shit look good as fuck," he said looking at the plate in front him. Only if he knew what I had done. This gone be funny as fuck.

"Bae what is this brown stuff on my pancakes?"

Ohh shit think Justice think. "Umm those are just some chocolate chips I found in the pantry. I remembered how you love the chocolate chip pancakes from IHop and wanted to try it." I lied.

"Bae this shit good as fuck. You sure yu don't want none."

"I'm positive bae. I did this all for you enjoy now I'm bout to head to school." He grabbed me, squeezed my wrist and looked into my eyes.

"And if you ever call me or think about calling me a bitch again I will end your fucking life on God. Now have a good fucking day bitch." He said through gritted teeth.

I tugged away from him and ran out the door crying. I deserve so much better I don't know why I still put up with his bull shit. It hurts my heart to know that I have to come home everyday to someone who doesn't appreciate all that I do for them. I want to leave but I just can't.

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"Wassup baby daddy," my best friend Crystal said.

Me and Crystal has been best friends since we were like two. We were practically raised together considering the fact that are parents are also really close. Closer than you think.

"Hey baby momma how my baby doing," I said rubbing her stomach. Crystal was three months pregnant by her boyfriend Jose'. They are so cute together and I can tell he is going to be a great father to his child. They are my "relationship goals" fr.

"Fine but Jose' ass is tripping. Since I found out I was pregnant he has been watching how he eat and exercising like he the motherfucker thats carrying the baby, and then he be having me cook these weird combinations of food that you wouldn't imagine go together. Talkin' bout that's what he be craving."

"Speaking of cooking, I made Monte' a nice little breakfast this morning. I felt like being petty so I spit in his shit and went outside and had a lil fun." I said trying not to go in detail.

"Lawwd Justice you tryna' kill my brother."

Yep there you have it my "boyfriend" is my best friend step-brother. That is another reason why I feel like I shouldn't leave him. Call me crazy but I don't wanna risk losing my best friend. I guess I should have listen to the ones that told me not to date my best friends brother.

Lamonte'

"How long we gotta hide bae." Someone said.

"Until I feel like I'm ready to break up with my girl bae. I promise when I end this hoe life it's gone be me and you against the world. I love you," I said honestly. "Now let me go make this money so I can spoil you with nice things."

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This update is very short...I know. I promise the next chapter will be longer.

Lamonte' and Crystal in MM.