Fear simulations

Fear simulation #3 Fear simulation# 3

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I cross the room over to the simulation room. The door flings open and I go lay down on the long chair. I've never done this before. I don't know what to expect.

I open a small box, revealing a needle, filled with orange tinted liquid. Fear simulation serum, I think it was called.
I slowly insert the contents of the needle in my neck. I close my eyes.
When I open them again, I find myself in a wide room, with sunlight flooding it.

What is this fear? I don't get it. Then all of a sudden, the room goes dim and a bed appears from behind me.
I'm not a afraid of beds. I'm confused.

Then I see him. Whoever he is. I'm in a room with a stranger, near a bed. My heart beat rate picks up slightly. He makes his way toward me, shoving me down onto the bed. His hands lock into place on my shoulders.

I try to make a run for it but his grip on me is too firm. I try and yell at him to let me go, but the words can't seem to make their way out of my mouth. I turn frozen, like a statue. I can't move.

His eyes hover over my body, in a greedy way. I hold in a breath. His hands fumble with the hem of my shirt and he rips it off. He places his hands over my chest. I come back to life and try to slap his hands off of me. 

He flips me over, and bends me over the edge of the bed and slips my jeans off, pulling my underwear down. I can feel the cool air on my skin, making the hair on my neck stand up. I try and escape his grasp, but I fail at that action.

I can hear him pull his pants down, and I let out a scream. No no no I don't want to do this. I start sobbing as he pushes into me, violently. The pain is excruciating. I cry out as he clamps his hand around my mouth.

This is a simulation. This isn't real. I turn around and form a fist with my hand, then punch him so hard in his jaw that he falls to the ground like a rag doll. He doesn't get back up. I pull up my pants and try to put my shirt which has a tear going down the middle. I glance back at his body.

I did it.

The dark room disappears, and I find myself back in the simulation room. I awake from the simulation trance with a gasp, looking down to see that I'm fully clothed. I sigh, with relief. I knew it wasn't real.

But it felt real, and that is something I cannot erase from my head.

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