Breaking Da(o)wn

Part 3

in this dark side of my mind

i forsake those memories

in this moment of dying light

of clouds looming up above

the sky cries with me

hours passed

as i wait for your coming

darkness has finally falls

the sky finally opens up

and so does this war zone mind

looking up, your face was drawn

drawn by those diamonds up high

always bright and mesmerizing

but mortal like us

and like us

there'll always be a time

for each of us to fall

both from the earth and the sky

once more i wait for you

but i can only wait for so long

with this feeling going numb

fear threatens me every second

when i stray away from what i hold

and i still do wish

for things to stay the same

life has never been so forgiving

dreams start to get torn apart

by every decisions i make

am i that unlucky?

but going back would be useless

'cause they're all gone and passed

i do feel your love and protection

of how you care so much for me

but here i am, lonely as can be

it gives me so much freedom

that all i can do is miss you

but how can i when there's really nothing to miss

reflect on your pain, reflect on yourself

this mirror is enough to see through me

as i set them all free

and my soul bleed and turn cold

i am lost in the middle of it

this fear of reality, of truth

louder, louder, louder, getting closer

i can hear it, i can hear it

but silence have long enslaved me

and uncertainties grew

what am i really?

it's the only thing that's left in me

my demons then were my only friend

but this reality is more