To Whom I Write Of,
Sorry you never got to see a different side of me, I haven't been acting like myself in awhile. That isn't a concern to you why though, I don't feel like explaining.
There's a lot of things that's going on in my life right now, whatever. At least that's what you said. If you think of it grammatically, saying whatever doesn't even work. It can't be whatever you want it to be, trust me I know that.
To be honest I shouldn't be mad at you for all the little things. Short word answers, half ass comments, I guess I'm just a sensitive person. You don't know that though, you see me as a strong person that just doesn't care. Good, I'm happy I'm starting to make a change in my aura.
I don't even understand it though, if you didn't want to understand what's going on with me, then why did you even ask? Did you want to see if I could snap or something? That's probably it. To thing you cared would be wishful thinking.
The fact of the matter is, after you stopped caring about me and my life, I went on to help you through a hard time in yours. You have no idea what my minds been going through lately. Hope you enjoy being able to have a happy connection with your dad, I know I'll never have that. But, whatever, in your spirit.
I guess my dad issues aren't the worst case I've ever heard of, but then again there's always something worse is something you taught me. So whatever.
To be truthful I'm not even talking to a specific person right now, I feel this way about to many people. It's sad to be able to say I got used that many times to not be able to write about one person to get through them all. But whatever.
If you even remember my name,
Maddy
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To Whom I Write Of
Ngẫu nhiênDear Reader, Unless you think that I might have a reason to write to you, this isn't intended for you. This is just my way of venting to certain people. Like if I always wanted to tell you something, but I never could, I'd just write it in here. I...
