GOODBYE ; p. jm

THREE

2014

Chirstmas and New Year have passed. Jimin didn't get the chance to went home due to busy schedules, but he get one day to spend with his family, which I didn't bother to go since he needs to spend time with them. Last December, we held our play at the town center. It was successful and I'm very happy with our performances. Many great actors and actresses watched our play and I even got the chance to pose in picture together with them, and they even congratulated me! I was really happy, and the best part is on April we will go to Japan and perform our play there. There was even one from Japan at the play and offered some of us for a scholarship in a Japanese Univesrity because he saw our potential.

Today was already February, and a few days left before our high school graduation. This was the day students like me have been waiting for, graduating high school is like another chapter of your life closed and the start of a new one. And I still can remember Jimin's promise. That he will come home here in Busan today. I was early at the school for the ceremony together with my parents.

We all went to the hall and I sat on my assigned seat while listening to our school director's speech. I looked to the side where my parents are seated and they were smiling at me, the smile that full of pride, because I can finish high school and even included in the honors list. I knew that Jimin can't go to the ceremony since he had his own graduation at Seoul to attend to. But since he promised me, I knew that he will be here later for our celebration.

The event finished and I was with my friends saying goodbye to each other, we cried together thinking of our different paths to take. Some will study in Seoul and some abroad, graduation day is a day of fulfillments and goodbye. I say goodbye to them and went to my parents carrying some flower bouquet on my arms. I went in the car and my father started to drive home.

I get my phone from my bag to check for updates about Jimin. It had been a few days since I last logged in since I was busy preparing for graduation and Jimin on the other hand was preparing for their comeback. And there I read that Jimin and V weren't able to attend their graduation due to schedule conflicts. I didn't know what to feel, I knew that Jimin was busy with his schedules, and I'm sad that he didn't get to attend an important event in his life, and beside that I think that he wouldn't be able to attend the celebration here in Busan. I knew that he promised me that he will come home today, but because he's an idol, I can't get mad at him. I should understand him that he was busy, but even though, I can't help but to feel hurt.

When we came to our house, some of my relatives were there. We just planned to have a simple celebration and I'm happy that they came. And there I also saw Jimin's parents. They weren't able to visit Jimin because of his schedules; they congratulated me and said that they were happy for me. They always treat me as their own daughter and they knew our relationship but just like my parents they were worried of me and Jimin and of how long we can make this relationship of ours work.

The night falls already, some of our relatives and also Jimin's parents went home. I was already dressed in my pajama ready to sleep. I sat on my bed and watched BTS' comeback stage in my phone. And as always, Jimin was great. He really did great and I was so proud of him, if only I could be there by his side. Now that he's busy with schedules I wonder when will I be able to see him again. Maybe I have to wait for the fansign event here at Busan again? I lay down on my bed and stared at the ceiling, even though I'm his girlfriend, right now in our situation I'm just one of his fans that was patiently waiting for the time that I can meet him.

My thoughts flew to our current situation and up until when can we take this kind of relationship. It was a secret, aside from our parents and with him busy every day, it was much worse than a  long distance relationship. Just then I heard something from my window. Slowly I got up and carefully went to my window trying to peek from the curtain until a small pebble was thrown causing for me to back away a little. I peeked at the curtain again and saw Jimin outside. I quickly opened my window and stared wide eye at him