My alpha mate kidnapped me from my abusive brother

Chapter 4

Olivia pov

I was sitting on Jake's bed thinking about my brother how he abused me. He is the reason I'm scared of my own mate he is the reason I have no mom or dad and he will pay for it.

I heard the door open then close Jake sat next to me and pulled me to his chest.

"I know that was hard for you but I'm proud of you for doing it and standing up to him" he said stroking my hair I pulled away and looked at him.

"I meant what I said I will make him pay for what he has done to me and I will get revenge for my mom and dad" I said he put his hand on my cheek I flinched.

"Revenge is not the solution" he said.

"Jake look at what he has done to me you can't even touch me without me thinking your going to hit me I can't live like this anymore he has to pay for what he has done" I said angrily.

"Sweetheart you need to calm down even if you did get revenge it won't fix anything your still going to flinch when I touch you but if you let me I can help you we can get through this together" he said softly.

"I hate him Jake I hate him so much" I said as a tear rolled down my cheek. Jake pulled me to his chest.

"Shh it's going to be ok I'm here I know you hate him but getting revenge isn't going to solve anything" he said stroking my hair.

"He broke me" I whispered.

"I will fix you i will make you feel loved you will be happy again Olivia" he said in my ear.

I pulled away and kissed him he kissed back. He pushed me on the bed and got on top of me.

He swiped his tongue across my bottom lip I opened my mouth and he explored my mouth. He tried to take my top off but I stopped him.

"I'm not ready yet" I whispered.

He kissed my lips once then got off me. I sat up and wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me.

"I love you" I whispered.

"I love you to" he said smiling.

"How am I going to not flinch when you touch me when whenever you touch me I think your going to hit me?" I asked.

"I have a plan but It won't be easy" he said and put his forehead on mine.

"What's your plan?" I asked.

"When you don't expect it I will touch you" he said simply.

"Ok but what if that doesn't work?" I asked. 

"It will trust me" I nodded.

"Your the best thing that has ever happened to me and even if I have to go through hell and back I will be able to touch you without you flinching" he said and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"And when I fix that problem then we can do other things" he said smirking.

"What other things?" I asked confused.

"I will make love to you and you will carry my pups" he said happily.

"What if I don't want pups?" He looked hurt he pulled back. 

"You don't want to carry my pups?" He asked his voice breaking.

"Yes of course I do I was just messing with you" I said he smashed his lips to mine. After a couple of minutes he pulled away.

"You scared me for a second there" he said.

"Don't worry I would do anything to make you happy I have never thought about having kids but if you want them then that's fine with me" I said.

"I love you so so so so so much" he said smiling.

"I love you so so so so so much to" I said and pecked his lips.

"I'm hungry let's go make some dinner" I said Jake nodded.

Jake was cooking and I was on a stool watching him. I love the way that his muscles flex when he moves.

"Like what you see?" Jake asked smirking.

"What?" I asked.

"Your drooling" he said I wiped my mouth but nothing was there Jake burst out laughing.

"That was mean" I wined pouting.

He came over to me and stood in between my legs.

"Your cute when you pout" he said. 

"Shut up" I said blushing.

"Your even cuter when you blush" he said and touched my cheek I flinched.

"Sorry" I said.

"Don't apologise you did nothing wrong we will just have to keep working on it" he said then went back to cooking.

After we had eaten we went back to Jake's bedroom and sat on his bed. Jake was looking at me and I was looking at my hands I don't really know what to say to him.

"Why do you keep looking at me?" I asked looking up at him.

"Because your beautiful" he said I blushed and he chucked.

"I want to know more about you" Jake said wrapping his arms around my waist and putting me on his lap so I was straddling him.

"Ok what do you want to know?" I asked.

"What are you scared of" he asked.

"Men spiders bees letting people in and having nightmares" I said and he seemed shocked.

"Men spiders and bees I can understand but why are you scared of letting people in and having nightmares?" he asked.

"Because the last person I let in was my brother and look how well that went and I'm scared of having nightmares because when I do they feel so real and it terrifies me" I said Jake looked at me sadly.

"I would never hurt you please let me in I love you and I know you love me to" he said and I nodded.

"Ok what else do you want to know?"

"What were your perents like?" he asked and I smiled at the memory of them.

"They were the kindest people I have ever met they would do anything for me all I had to do was ask and they would do it I loved them so much we were really close my mom had brown hair and grey eyes and my dad had black hair and blue eyes they both looked a lot younger then they were my dad loved my mom and she loved him we would have family night once a week and dad would take time off work to spend time with us I loved it I was so excited when he came home he would pick me up and spin me around he did that every time he came home from work even when I got bigger my mom would cook every night and we would sit and have dinner together it was perfect"

"If everything was perfect why did your brother kill them?" he asked.

"I didn't even know I had a brother until one night we were watching a movie I was sat on dads lap and my mom sat next to us cuddling up to dad then there was a knock on the door mom went to get it then I heard shouting and a man walked in with mom behind him trying to stop him dad got off the sofa with me in his arms 'why are you here I told you to never come back' my dad said anger clear in his voice 'good to see you to dad' the man said I then realised that he was my brother 'I have a brother?' I asked mom and dad 'you didn't tell her about me?' he asked faking to be hurt 'leave now ben' my dad said 'I want the girl' my brother said 'no way you can have anything but are baby' mom said crying 'we will see about that' ben said then he pulled out a gun and shot my mom 'NO' my dad screamed and put me down and just as he was about to punch ben he shot him I was crying my eyes out horrified that he did that 'your mine now' he said and dragged me out the house" by the time I was fineshed I was crying Jake held me tight to him.

"Shh its ok sweetheart" he whispered in my ear.

After about an hour of crying and Jake whispering soothing words in my ear I fell asleep.