Im in love with a Fan-Girl~

Chapter 1 : Her~

I walk to school alongside my friends, we laugh as we talk, and I see... Her. She usually doesn't walk with my friends and I considering that my group of friends are consisted of boys. She walks ahead of us, her sketch book in one hand, and her phone in the other. My friend Shawn, he's in love with her, but, the thing is... I'm in love with her too. I have no idea how this happened, but, well, it happened! Shawn told me he was in love, and I was curious about what he saw in her, and I saw a girl, a beautiful girl that wasn't afraid to speak her opinion, a girl who was talented, gorgeous, and downright adorable. I had to play off that I was happy when their relationship progressed, but it hurt inside. Shawn is my best friend and all, but I love her. My legs tremble when I see her, and my voice shakes when I talk to her. I would even purposely drop my pencil to talk to her! but...I can't do this... I can't fall in love again, it's happened too many times. I've been friend zoned too many times before. My heart can't take much more.

We finally arrive in our Spanish class, it being at the end of the campus. We all walk in, sighing, because we don't have a substitute, and take our seats. We all sit together in the front of the class, the order being me, then in front of me is Shawn, then to my left is Andrew, in front of Andrew is Alan, and to my right is... Her~. Now, who is her you ask? Her name is Caylani Amber Ancheta Dillion, and I, Elijah-Lee Kekoa Santora, am in love with her. I continue to write notes down and laugh with my friends, and occasionally glance at her. She spends her time drawing in her sketch book, She's an amazing artist, although I noticed that she enjoys drawing... romance scenes. What surprises me is that the drawings are of her and fictional characters. I ask her "So are you in love with these characters?" she replies with "Yeah in a way... why?" I say "Oh, um...well then." I give out nervous laughter thinking to myself that she would choose Shawn, or even an anime character over me. She looks at me and says "Well, you see... I'm a Fan-Girl."

I have no clue what that means, I don't know if that means that she's in a big fan base, or if she just really likes a certain anime. I search it up on my phone and look at the results. What I saw kind of shocked me.

"A rabid breed of human female who is obsessed with either a fictional character or an actor. Similar to the breed of fanboy. Fan-girls congregate at anime conventions and live journal. Have been known to glomp, grope, and tackle when encountering said obsessions."

Did this change the way I looked at her? No. Did I think it was kind of weird? Maybe. But one thing is for sure. I'm deeply in love with her. I can't stop looking at her in class. I can't stop thinking about her. I can't stop writing her name in my notebook. It's getting out of hand, I get scared thinking she'll catch me staring at her. I would even purposely forget my textbook just to sit closer with her! When we sit close to each other and I make her smile, it's the best feeling in the world to me. When I talk to her I notice all the things we have in common, whether it be anime, drawing, or video games.

Dammit Elijah.

You're in love.

Again.