Please stay forever with me Kellic one-shot

well, here I am. Boarding school. My parents had finally got sick of me after I had gotten myself excluded for "too much public affection towards a student". It's not my fault that they were homophobic, they didn't seem to have any problem with any of the other students sucking each other's faces of and groping each other. Not that I cared anyway, I hated everyone there anyway. 158, I opened the door to reveal the place in which I would be living for the next few months and stepped inside. I guess it was okay, I mean it had a bed, well two beds actually with a small chest of drawers either side of them.Two wooden wardrobes sat on the other side of the room, one was open and already had clothes spilling out of it. I placed my bag down on the bed that was next to the window, maybe I could change it up a bit so it didn't look so boring. Just at that moment the door opened and in walks in the guy of my dreams, okay maybe not the guy of my dreams but he was definitely good looking. "Hi" he said as he closed the door and went over to the remaining bed. "Hi, I'm Vic" I said as I stretched out a hand for him to shake, he looked at it for a moment before he took a deep breath and hesitantly shook my my hand. What was that all about? "And you are?"

"Uh... Kellin" Kellin. I said his name over and over in my head, it was a little strange but it suited him. I wonder what meant. I stared at fair skinned boy as he opened his laptop and sat cross legged on the bed, I could tell that he wasn't much of a speaker. I got up from my bed started to pack my things away but every so often my eyes would drift towards kellin, I couldn't help but stare at him, how he would move his hair out his eyes and get a bit frustrated when it wouldn't stay. He looked up at me as a small laugh escaped my lips when tuted and finally put a beanie on to control his hair. "I have the same trouble with my hair" I said, he just smiled and looked away "you should try using hairspray so you don't have to keep moving it most of the time" he didn't reply, I could tell it was going to be difficult to get to talk but I didn't give up yet. "So, tell me about this place, what's it like?" He closed his laptop and turned so he was now facing me, he looked at me for a moment as if he was thinking of what to say. "It's okay I guess" I have him a mock shocked expression "oh, well that seems okay" I watched as his cheeks turned a light pink colour and I smiled at how cute he looked when he was blushing. "Erm... I mean, it gets boring and nothing exciting ever happens but mostly it's okay" okay finally we were getting somewhere, I want to know all that I can about this blue eyed boy even if it meant having to force him to talk as creepy as that sounded. "Cool, so how come you go here? Like, why did you get sent here to boarding school?" I watched his blue eyes turn a a dark greeny-blue colour, he sat still not moving for quite a while. He looked like he was far away in a different place, a different painful place. "Kellin?" I was starting to get worried now, "Kellin?" His eyes snapped to mine and they were their usual blue, he gave me a small smile "yeah?"

"Are you okay?" He simply nodded his head, his jet black hair falling in his face again. "So, why did you get sent here?" I could tell he was starting to get uncomfortable from my questions, so I told him to just forget it and he went back to his laptop.

~A few months later~

Life here at boarding school wasn't that bad, it's surely better than being at my previous school where I would get called offensive names to do with my sexuality or being at home where most of my parents attention was on my brother mike even though we were only a year apart. I would say my relationship with Kellin had definitely improved, it's not were I want it be but it's so much better than when I first started here. The classes were okay, I mean still boring just like any other schools but at least kellin was in most of them with me. I opened the door to my room and heard a load bang followed by moans of pain. "Oh my god, kellin are you okay?!" Kelin was lying on the floor after the door had accidentally hit him in the face when I opened it, I got down to my knees and saw that his nose was bleeding. "I'm so sorry, here let me help you up" I held onto his arm and laid the other on his back, he immediately tensed freezing on the spot, "are you okay?" He looked at me with wide eyes then said in a quiet voice "don't touch me" I looked at with a worried expression "kellin! Your bleeding. Let me help you" I went to pull him up again but he pulled away from me and shuffled back a little "i said don't touch me!" he said more loudly this time. I could almost swear I saw a flash of fear cross his eyes. But why would he be scared? I wanted to help him not hurt him. I stood up seeing there was no way he was going to let me help him, he got to his feet then walked past me in the direction if the bathroom we shared with the rest of our dorm. I sat on my bed and waited for him to get back, that was a bit weird. Why was he not letting me help him? Was it because I had hit him with door? No, of course not, he knows that was an accident. I thought dawned on me as I remembered how he had tensed when I had touched him and how when we first met he was reluctant to shake my hand. I started remembering all the times he would flinch, move or lightly remove me away from him every time I touched him or something. Was it me all along? He came back into the room shutting the door behind him and sitting awkwardly on his bed, he held a bloody tissue to his nose, it hurt to think that I had hurt him even it was by accident. "Sorry" he mumbled it but I still heard him "I know you were only trying to help but ... I-I don't want you touching me" I saw something cross his face but it was gone before I could analyse it. "Yeah, I kind of guessed" I moved to his bed and sat down next to him, he turned his body so he was now facing me. "Tell me kellin, why don't you like me touching you? What did I do?"

"No, it isn't just you, I don't want anyone touching me" he lowered his head and hair fell in his face so I couldn't see his eyes, those gorgeous eyes of his. "But why?" He looked up at me then sighed. "When I was younger, my parents Weren't really the affectionate type. They didn't hug me or kiss me or hold my hand, that was only for special days like for my birthday and christmas...and if I tried to hug them or touch them any other day they would shout at me and tell me to go away and not to touch them" he stopped and I could see tears forming in his eyes, I really wanted to hug him and kiss him until he was better. I nodded my head for him to continue so he did. "I used to get bullied at school because I was ... erm because I was gay and they used to hurt me physically, my parents found out and they didn't care. I came home from school one day crying and covered in bruises, I tried to hug my dad and he shouted at me for touching him and getting his t-shirt wet then... then he beat me up a-and left me there lying on the floor" he started to cry, tears falling quickly down his face, I wasn't sure what to do. He didn't want anyone touching him but it was hard not to pull him for a hug when he was crying this hard. After a while he had calmed down a bit and I took my chance and carefully place a hand over his, he flinched slightly but slowly relaxed not taking his eyes of my hand. "I'm not going to hurt you, just let me help you. Please?" He looked up into my eyes and I watched as he hesitantly leaned forward and his lips connected with mine. It was awkward at first as neither of us moved and just when Kellin was about to pull away I leaned in and moved my mouth against his, slowly so as not to scare him. He tensed for a second but then started to mimic my actions, his lips felt soft on mine and tasted of salty tears that must of,fallen into his mouth. He pulled away suddenly and took a deep shaky breath "I hope you don't mind" he said "no" I laughed "but you could use a little more practise" I leaned in again but he moved back stopping me with his hand on my chest but not actually touching me properly "it's going to take me a while to get used to physical contact" I nodded my head and smiled "can I hug you?" I asked, he smiled then took a deep breath "no" he said shaking his head, we both laughed and I looked down as I felt Kellin's hand slip into mine, it was shaking a little bit and he kept wanting to pull it away but then he'd change his mind. I squeezed it tight and gave him a warm smile, I was going to help this boy and didn't care how long it took as long as he was with me because even though I've only known him for a couple of months I think I loved him, I knew right from the minute I laid eyes on him that I would love as cheesy as that sounded but I didn't care. I was happy and would help Kellin to be happy even it meant I had to force him to be happy, okay well I wouldn't force him but you get the picture.