Falling in love to an emo boy

Chapter eighteen

I slam my door shut and sat on the sofa,my mom and brothers aren't here,i guess they have to be somewhere else,at least that i get to have my alone time.

I kicked the table in frustration and got up and went to grab a drink,i feel so angry with that moron...

After i finish my water,i went to my room and slam the door that my picture that was hanging from the wall was crooked,i sigh and fix it and sat on my bed

I buried my face on my pillow and muffled a scream.

I started to sob and sob harder,i'm getting annoyed by this already,it's driving me nuts!

I just hated that he's always like this after that incident of me and Nick,i cried even more and right now i feel bad for making my pillow wet from my tears,but i don't care right now,i need something to cry on,but i don't have a shoulder too,aww man,nah whatever.......

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After i was crying my eyes out and saw the whole place,full of tissue and boxes of kleenex,man i feel like one of those girls when they're boyfriend breaks up with them.

I look everywhere and saw my bed covered with tissues and more tissues,i look at the ground and it was worse than my bed,tissues and tissues all around!

I got up and check myself in the bathroom,and boy i was a mess........

My eyes are super red and puffy,i've been crying for almost 3 and a half hours already i guess.... My hair was everywhere on my face and my clothes are very wrinkled.

I splash my face with water and comb my hair but that was worse than ever,i wince at the pain of my hair. I gave up and went downstairs and saw Christopher eating some noodles,he look up and smiled,i smiled weakly and he put his noodles away.

"I heard you crying for hours", he said getting a chair and sitting down,wow,was i that loud?

"You heard me?",i ask raising an eyebrow,he nodded

"You were quite loud,now,tell me what happen to you,why are your eyes and hair awful?", he ask grabbing a chair and i sat down,i sigh and ran a finger through my hair but it was covered in so many tangles....

"Sorry,it's just that i have this friend name Zack and we're best friends,then my ex boyfriend name Rylan spread gossip about us 'dating' but we aren't,so now i'm pretty pissed off", i said glaring at the door,he sigh and put a hand on my shoulder.

"I had the same problem like yours", he said,i look at him,i didn't know he had a problem like mine,he never told me about this,we're close siblings and he never told me?

"Really? But you never told me about this,why?", i ask,my throat feeling sore right now.

"I never told anyone,not even our brothers of course,but the reason i never told you was because i thought you would think it's weird........", he said trailing off.

I sigh and said"Christopher,you can tell me anything,we're close here,after all i would never do that to you unless you're Cole,Mike,or Jordan", i said smiling,he chuckled"Now,proceed on telling me about it", i said smiling.

He laugh and he took a deep breath.

"Well i was in the same grade as you,and i used to have this friend who's a girl name Emily,we've been friends since middle school at sixth grade and one of my ex girlfriend name Rebecca,she spread gossips about Emily and i also dating, but we aren't, so what i did to her was told everyone her secret about that she once used to sleep with other guys and was a player,that's why in 9th grade i broke up with her because she cheated on me for a stupid football player. ", he said slapping the table and i felt bad for him,i mean he shouldn't deserve this kind of thing,he's a really good and romantic guy.