just shut up already (a compilation of rants)

frigging fangirl life

SO if you read my last chapter, you would know 5 seconds of SHIT ain't coming to my city. Of course I was so sad I cried, I didn't want to do anything I just lay and listen as all my hopes and dreams for 2016 kinda just, fell apart.

That day my grandmother came over and she was saying all these things like "CHORES!" "HOMEWORK" "SISTER" and I was like "No grandma I'm not feeling okay..." And her being my grandmother was obviously going to be like "u good fam?" Y'know all caring and shit but once I told her what was wrong SHE LAUGHED IN MY FACE. It turned into a lecture of "stop crying over some dumb fucking boy band" and it made me feel worse.

The next day I was still upset but I still went to school cause education. I was all bummed and sad and one of my friends was like "u good fam?" I told THEM what happened, they still fucking laughed. I was just so hurt about it.

Now why I didn't speak up sooner, idk, maybe its because I didn't realize it hurt me as much as t did, but now I realize it didn't and I'm still sad over some piece of shit band. Now I would go to other concerts but let me draw a lil list for you

Twenty Øne Piløts - sold out
Melanie Martinez - sold out
Halsey - almost sold out and too expensive
Marina and the Diamonds - 19+ (which I am not)
Hey Violet - U.K.
All Time Low - come and gone
Panic! At the Disco - don't think they're touring near my city atm
One Direction - *deep sigh*

See my problem? But hey at least these people CAME TO MY CITY. Basically if I want to see any of them live, I can buy tickets to see the Weeknd because Halsey is opening.

Anyways y'all pray for me!

ALSO I posted a new story, go check them out I will post a new update either this week or next.

LOVE YOU LOTS

Update!!! Yo girl went to that tøp concert! But now THOSE assholes aren't coming to my city on their next tour either kms