just shut up already (a compilation of rants)

frigging high school (or school in general)

sO today we started course planning for high school and I intend to apply for this special learning program which I have to fill out an application for. In this program they only accept 30 students a year and I thought "well its not like many students are gonna apply" but holy crap I was wrong, SO MANY students are applying and my stress is woah. If my stress WS a human it'd be as tall as calum hood. Or Dan Howell. Huge. I mean the application itself isn't bad but on top of that I also had to write a medieval diary for social studies because my teacher isn't the brightest and never told me when it was due, until it was due so I spent an hour and a half trying to do that NOW (at 9:36 pm OH TROYE SIVAN TWEETED) I'm trying to fill this application. Long story short I've had about 3 elbow cramps and I can't really feel my index finger. THIS IS WHY IM APPLYING FOR THIS PROGRAM OML. I don't know why I'm writing this I just needed to relieve my stress which I do by writing my feelings (don't judge I could be eating them)

Love y'all wish my luck pray that in 4 years I get into my choice university and I don't live under a bridge where crackheads hang out while my parents wonder where they went wrog

UPDATE: just learned I don't have to hand in this form until April 11th HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA I hate myself bye

Update 2: I got into said program! yayayayayayayaya