During, my first year in elementry school, our teacher told us a story about a bunny who betrayed his friend, the dragon. The bunny broken the dragon's trust , and the dragon was deeply hurt and she ploted revenge by slowing killing the bunny with poison, to put it in other way....torturing.
As a child, I never really understood hatred, as I was always a cheerful and bubbly kid. But slowly, you come to understand these feelings and you become less of human each time, and you slowly drown in your own pool of hate, because you are never fully satisfied....
I am currently in high school, where different emotions are always experienced, but I don't think I will ever come to experience something like this, my heart is too cold, it has grown immune to such childish, human-like emotions. People wonder if I am an experiment gone wrong, maybe, there is...Just like a serial killer, they always have their reasons or excuses to kill.
In my case, it is being mean and rude to anyone I dislike, I guess that is why half of school hates me, wow, what a suprise , all of them are girls. Even though, most of them are hypocrites because they are just like me, but I am just being realistic, not trying to be fake or someone I am not.
Though they hate me, they also fear me, I guess I am considered a legend, rumors spread faster than the flu here, about how I was up against twenty four people and was able to beat them all up.
Crazy, is it not ? Who can beat up 24 people, surely not me, but it keeps people away from me, mostly people that remind me of myself when I was younger.
I just wouldn't be able to deal with that...I would not be able to live through that. How it just happens....how someone you come to trust, simply does care whether they break it or not...how evil...people can be and how they want you to be the same.
I would not be able to make them face the cruel reality of life, and how it slowly makes you ugly......
Sometimes, I wonder when it all when wrong, is this something humans must learn and become jealous and envious of another ? My hatred began with a boy.... He was one of my first friends, and how everything I built, he destroyed, until he finally froze my heart and I became cold and apathetic. But, I promised myself that I would avenge my younger self....
The bunny finally dropped dead, while the dragon drank the same poison, blood came out her mouth, she died while choking on her blood, near her enemy, who was once a friend....
