Depressing poems

I'm not OK (I promise)

I'm NOT okay.
I'll tell you every things fine
When really. I'm NOT.
I'll laugh and I'll smile.
But. It's NOT real.
I'll act all happy.
When really. I'm NOT.
What I am.
Is
Tired
Depressed
Lonely
Lost.
But most of all.
I'm Okay. I promise...
NOT.