Chapter 1

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This story may be rather depressing and sad. If you don't wish to read such...sad books, please, feel free to read more happier books than this! But I will promise you, there will be very happy parts too...
Pixelating Out...
Pixelated_Blue

It always starts with the sobbing in mum's room. Ever since dad left, we can't-or mum can't seem to cope with it. She's still in 'state of shock' so Madison, the annoying 'friend' of mum, takes charge of me and mum. Madison acts like I should be doing the laundry and stuff. I don't..usually.
" Get up, Cass." I've never really allowed Madison to call me that. But there wasn't much point trying to stop her. I woke up, sighing heavily as I could hear mum crying her eyes out. Mum was thin like paper, I got scared that if I hugged she would turn into shreds of paper, all shattered on the floor. Besides, mum never really liked me after Tom died.

Tom was my brother, well, step-brother, but he died of a lung disease last year. Mum really like him because he was gentle, kind and loving. However Tom barely noticed me until I got into grade 10. He noticed me because that's when I got my 'boyfriend', Joey. Joey was such a dick. He would go like:
' Yeah, I'm gonna kiss you. The next day I'm gonna kiss the girl who sits next to you. Then, when you get boring, I will start sending everyone messages about how round you tits are.'
Tom said that Joey was just doing that to wind me up. Yes Tom. I'm still in first grade. Dad left when Tom went to the hospital. Dad said he would come back. I'm still waiting.

Madison dropped me off at Kings Secondary. It sucks there because you don't really learn anything- unless flirting with boys count. Kara, my science partner, is like the very stereotypical bitch you would see like in, I don't know, Mean girls? Kara literally flirts with everyone. Everyone. I'm still surprised she isn't pregnant. Like, Jesus, how much do you have to have 'it' to get preggo? I bet Kara would out that poor kid into an orphanage or something if things like that still exist. Mr. Henshaw, our literature teacher, started a full lecture about Shakespeare. I honestly didn't care so I managed to nod at right times and shake my head at the right times. He quickly said class dismissed as some of the boys started to cuss at him for being such a...the 'c word'. I don't swear that much-at least not outside of my head-because I don't see much point in it. I don't really care about school either because.. I'm not really noticed

It doesn't mean I'm bullied because they literally say nothing to me. I don't either. Kara and I barely even say hello. I sat on one of the most dampest chairs in the cafeteria to avoid the mob of stereotypical 'cheer leaders' . Oh, it was the same old chat.
"Jason, like OH MY GOD , LITERALLY MADE OUT WITH ME!" Squealed Anarita, bitch number 2.
" So what?" Asked Kara, looking bored.
" And said, like, OH MY GOD, nothing. And-"
" Jesus Christ. You are so boring."
"GOD KAERA JUST LISTEN, he called me a bad kisser."
" one, my name is not KAERA its KARA,
Two, I seriously don't give a shit."
'Three, you guys are all bitches.' I thought in my head, sniggering quietly.
I was just about to get up..as 'Kaera' grabbed my shoulder.
" What's the joke?" She glared, as if trying to say 'You're so fucking dumb.'
" You." I said quietly, reaching out of her sudden grasp.
" Shut up, you slut."
" Dumb Bitch!" I yelled as everybody laughed at Kara, who looked taken aback.
I quickly went out before anything could happen.

I got a message from a unknown number when school finished.

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