Forgotten [l.t.]

Chapter 32

∞ SHORT UPDATE AGAIN ∞

♪SORRY NOT SORRY♪

Louis' POV

"Where are you going?" Chyrille asked Cher. "Uhmm... Just gonna pick something up." She stuttered and left. "She has been very mysterious since the day of Jaysie's death." Mayan spoke up. "Please don't remind me of that." I begged. "Sorry." Mayan apologized. "You know, you should find someone else. Try to move on." Liam said. I sighed. "Nobody can replace her." I replied. "What's done is done Lou, We can change nothing." Bea said. I groaned. "Maybe I should just be with her." I murmured softly. "What?" Zayn asked. "Nothing." I replied. "Let's just not talk about this." Dani said. I nodded. There's nothing much to talk about. I'm not even sure on what's my purpose for living. I should just die. Chyrille glared at me as if she read my mind. I just ignored her. I wish I can take Jaystine back like what Harry did to Bea, But I can't. Cher bursted out from nowhere. "Hiya. I'm back." She stuttered between breaths. "Where did you go anyways?" Mayan asked. "Just somewhere.." Cher replied. "Cher..." Dani trailed. "Are you hiding something?" Chyrille asked. Cher sighed. "Lies will be told. Secrets will be kept." Cher replied. I know I don't care for anyone at this moment but What the hell is she saying?! "That was deep." Niall said. "What?" Bea asked, confused. "You'll find out soon." She replied. "Err... Okay?" Dani replied weirded out. What is she? A psych that can read the future? Okay now I'm just saying crazy things. I sighed. "Let's watch TV!" Harry suggested. The TV turned on as a guy talk about stuffs that I don't care about. "Change it to cartoon or something." Bea suggested. "Wait." Niall paused the TV. I looked up to see what's up. 'Model Jaystine Lloyd gone missing??' is flashed on the screen. "Okaaay... Let's just not watch telly." Liam said as he turn it off. "Can I just kill myself now instead of the world slowly torturing me. I'll end up dead in either ways anyways." I blurted out randomly. "WHAT NO."Chyrille shouted. "What The Hell mate?!" Harry scream in horror. "Don't kill yourself!" Dani scolded. "But why? I couldn't be with the one i love here anyways!" I shouted. "Louis. Don't. Lies are being told right now. Just don't. You'll regret it." Cher said calmly. Whats up with the deep thoughts? "I don't know what you're saying but I will surely not regret it." I faught back. Cher sighed and sat back down. "Trust me. You will." Cher stated. Sheesh, she is creeping me out. I know suicide is wrong but I don't know anymore. Should I jump off a cliff and die or Drink a drug and die. I sighed. These thoughts will lead me to no where near good. "Take a rest mate you're just tired." Niall suggested. But if I sleep, I'll see Jaystine in my dreams again then wake up. It's like when I sleep everything's fine, but once I wake up nightmares are creeping in. I sighed and just agreed.

Atlease I'll get to see her in my dreams eventhough she's gone right?

wrong.

Wth who is that answering back?!

Me.

Okay this is just creepy!

no.

Who are youuuu this is creepy talking to someone else in my mind.

Its meeee you're stalker! jk Im the guardian angel if thats what you call it.

Awkwaaard....

I'll just sleep now. kay.

I went to my room and hopped in my bed. Literally. I closed my eyes and dreams here I come! Bye Nightmare Lifeee!

I have school and lots of hw. Some of you might think 'It's summer wth theres no school' Yes. But here in mah country its not summer. lol. okay. bye c: