Letting Go {A Niall Horan Fan Fiction}

Chapter 9

Letting Go ~ Chapter 9

Niall's POV

I woke up with sun shining in my eyes. I took in my surroundings and the awful headache I had. I was in Zellia's room and her arms were around my chest and my arms were holding in tightly to her. The soft tan sheets covered us and I closed my eyes to drift back off to sleep.

Zellia's POV

I heard a rustle in the sheets and my eyes shot open. Niall was there in my bed his arms wrapped around me with nothing on. I couldn't believe what I saw. I can't remember a thing from last night other then getting some drinks out of the fridge. I also had a terrible pain shooting in my head. Oh no, we got drunk and then did it. I got out of bed and headed into the bathroom to take a shower. I washed my hair and shaved my legs in the warm water. I continued washing my body and contemplated if this would change Niall and I's relationship or not. I thought and thought and finally came up with my answer. I had to tell him the next chance I had. I turned off the water and stepped out while wrapping a soft towel around my wet body. I braided my hair and stepped into my room to get dressed. Niall was still sound asleep and I did my best to stay quiet. I changed right there in my room and looked up to find Niall rubbing his eyes.

"Niall" I said sitting on the bed next to him. His hair was messed up and he had a grin on his face.

"You're a great guy, but I just don't think I'm ready for a relationship yet. I just finally after two years let go of that day but I still don't think I'm ready to move quite so fast."

His face fell as I said those words. He stayed silent and I got up and walked out to the kitchen.

Niall's POV

Zellia just told me she didn't want a relationship and then walked out. Did that really just happen? After everything, after last night, after all our kisses, after all the secrets we shared? This is unreal, the first girl I'm really falling in love with doesn't feel a thing for me. I dragged myself out of bed and put on my clothes from last night. I trudged to my room and got ready to leave. After I packed my bags I went downstairs and put some of the pancakes Jenna made on my plate. Zellia was outside in the water with Zayn and jealously spread through my body. How could she do this to me? I brought her to Spain, I helped her when she needed it, and I comforted her when she felt alone.

"Do you like them?" Jenna interrupted my thoughts.

"Yea, they're great"

"It's the only thing I know how to make" she said sitting down with a plate of her own.

I nodded my head and continued eating.

"So, are you and Zellia a thing now?" She asked me.

My grip tightened on my fork as I spoke through my gritted teeth.

"No"

"Oh, that's to bad you guys would make a cute couple" She told me like I didn't already think about that.

"You could be Ziall, no that's you and Zayn. Um Nelena or Nellia" she laughed. "Those don't sound so great, harks or poran" We both laughed at her attempt to make a name for us. "Nellia sounds best" she decided on.

"I agree with you, we got pretty crappy names if you asked me."

Jenna was funny and nice. I wasn't able to talk to her much because I was focused on Zellia the whole trip.

The day went on and soon it came time to leave. We got in the car and to the airport. We made our way through security and sat at the gate. Everyone other than Zellia and I had gone to the bathroom or grab a bite to eat.

"I hope this won't change anything" Zellia shared with me.

"I don't know if it will ever be the same. I thought you were interested in me and I'm interested in you. I'm ready to tie down into a relationship. I wanted that relationship to be with you." I tried to tell her my feelings but I was going to make a scene. Luckily Louis came up and we ended our conversation. The lady at the desk called our flight number and we boarded the plane and sat back for a flight headed into reality.

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