Aftermath of My Boredom

Great Pretender

Can I pretend that I'm inlove?

Because everyone around me is

Can I pretend that I have you?

Even though I'm like a lunatic in a bliss

Can I pretend that I'm okay?

Smiling through the cold breeze

Can I pretend that I am tough?

Forcing my forehead not to crease

Can I pretend that I'm not envious?

Because I won't be hypocrite to you

Can I pretend that I'm patiently waiting?

For the one that's willing to do everything for me too

Can I pretend that I'm not affected?

Everytime I read fictitious lovelife

Can I just be honest?

Sweet words are now killing me like a knife