Love like heaven

CHANGE

Making you love me I lost myself, completely.
                     -E.S.

They said you loved those sweet and delicate girls, so I drowned myself in flowers and scent. I didn't like it but I did it.

I heard you liked girls who were popular and cool. So I became one of them.

I got to know that you liked girls who were a size of two. So I wore short skirts and make up which made me uncomfortable.

I heard you dated girls who dresses up in all black and were mysterious. So I applied thick eyeliner, I chopped my hairs, and got dressed in black. I felt weird but I...I did it.

I heard you liked introvart girls who wrote deep thinking. So I started writing deep thoughts of you.

I didn't knew what you actually wanted but I tried to be everything you wanted. I didn't knew what you liked but I did everything for you to like me.

Each time I faced the mirror I saw someone who wasn't me. Who was alien to me. But still I did everything for you.

When you kissed me I felt you were looking for someone else, something else that I will never be.

I felt the weird change. I was not me.

A/N: This is a friendly reminder to tell you all that this book contains short stories..each chapter is another story. So don't confuse yourself. Thank you guys. Please vote and follow. Ily all.