Perfect ship name (Muke)

Happy birthday!

(This is about a month later btw)
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Michael smiles as he leans in and kisses me "I'm so glad we're finally together Luke." I smile "me too Mikey." He kisses me again. He pulls away and starts shaking me and yelling "Luke" ----
and suddenly I'm in my bed and my mom is shaking me and yelling at me to get up.

I sigh. "What was that for?" She smiles.

" honey it's 2 and you have Ashton's party at 4, you need to get ready and eat before you go" she pulls the covers off of me and walks out of my room.

I groan and get up and start getting
ready. I throw on some black ripped jeans, and a black t-shirt. I threw on a beanie so that I didn't have to mess with my hair and I sprayed on a ton of cologne.

I looked in the mirror satisfied and grabbed Ashton's present and ran down stairs.

You're probably wondering what's happening, so let me enlighten you. Ashton's birthday is today and he's having a huge party with everyone at school to celebrate.

He does it every year and this year he convinced one of his friends to bring some alcohol so it's gonna get pretty crazy.
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4:00 pm

I walk up the steps to his house, my anxiety getting worse and worse by the second.

What if I act like an idiot or do something and no one wants to be friends with me anymore?

I do this every year and every year it's fine but I still worry because I'm me and always find a way to mess up.

I knock on the door and smile when Ashton answers. "Happy birthday!" I smile and hug him and hand him his present.

"Thank you!" He smiles and steps out of the way to let me in. I see Michael sitting on the couch so I go over and sit next to him.

His smile reminds me of the sun on a rainy day. Lighting up my sky and turning something horrible into something so unbelievably great.

His eyes remind me of the sea. Pools of the perfect shades of green and blue mixed together.

His hair. Never tamed. Always let free and adorable.

His voice. Like an angel's so soft and angelic. And the way my name sounds when it rolls off of his tongue. Perfect.

So unbelievably perfect this human being sitting next to me is. His arm around my shoulder sending shivers down my spine.

If only he knew how in love I was. How much it hurt me to see him with his boyfriend everyday. Its killing me . But he's happy. And I have to respect that.

And as if on cue. His boyfriend walks in. He's everything He has ever wanted, he's tall, so tall that he towers over Michael.

He has brown eyes, that Michael always seems to get lost in. Brown hair, that Michael never stops talking about, and this perfect little smile that causes Michaels smile to come out and light up my world.

But he deserves someone who loves him as much as I do. And I know for sure he doesn't. Considering the amount of times I've caught him cheating.

But I don't tell on him. Because I can't stand to see Michael heartbroken. He told me he'd tell him himself but it hasn't happened yet.

He's using Michael and I really don't want him to get hurt. I couldn't say anything even if I wanted to. I just couldn't stand to tell him that.

So I ignore it and continue joking around and conversing with everyone. Michael reaches over and offers me a beer and I take it and smile "thanks".

I take a sip and look over. Michaels boyfriend is giving me a weird look. Well this is going to be an interesting night .

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It sucks I know but it will get better. At least I hope it will. Feedback is appreciated.
~ Haley 💕