She has these eyes,
the kind that make the stars look like they aren't even trying.
And this smile-
I swear it would put a gleam in the eyes of even the saddest people.
And this voice,
the kind that made angel's want to dance.
And this laugh-
god her laugh,
it shakes you to the core and makes you feel like you are walking on clouds.
And I miss her so damn much.
I should have shown you the galaxies I saw in your eyes.
I should have shown you that you were my everything,
because now I am your nothing.
She was beautiful
and she knew it.
She moved like water-
tranquil and smooth,
and talked like fire-
vibrant and bold.
I hope that one day it doesn't hurt to hear your name.
I hope one day I can bring myself to say it
without my legs giving out.
I hope one day it doesn't hurt to hear our song.
I hope one day I can play it out loud
and sing along.
Baby you were a queen,
and I should have shown you that,
but I wasn't good enough.
Now he is your king
and I just sit here
looking at our messages
hoping,
wishing,
you will finally reply
to all these 'read' texts.
I don't even care if it's an
I hate you
or even
You don't deserve me
because baby,
I already know that,
but at least then
I could say
I'm sorry
one
last
time.
