And I know you've long since stopped reading these.
And I'm not sure you'd care if you still did.
And I know you've long since forgotten
how many of these I've written about you.
My silly love letters;
Just paragraphs and stanzas
about the wonderland you took me to
whenever we were together.
But its not candy cane kisses
and chocolate hearts anymore.
Now we are back to reality,
with salty tears and sleepless nights.
Now its me with my memories
and you with your moving on.
It's like we were never us
and you and I were never we.
And now you and I
are just passing faces,
with awkward hugs
and fake smiles.
Or maybe that's just me.