I shook my head rapidly, I couldn't do it, I know its the right thing to do but I just can't do it.."Muva?"
I looked up at Calvin with piercing red and watery eyes.
" Don't you love me?"
I shook my head in response.
" Muva in order for us to move past this. You have to tell anais."
"but cal-"
Calvin continue to hold my hand looking into my eyes.
" But nothing muva, you reap what you sow. It's my love for you that keeps me here now in order for us to move on you need to tell your sister."
I broke down.
" but Calvin I just can't, a sister is suppose to lead by example, what I did; just the fact that I let it happen was complete low of me."
Calvin huffed and bit the side of his mouth.
"ok then, since you feel as if you can't do this; how about this I'LL give you an option, if you really love me,and feel bad for what you've done you'll tell her if not I'll leave confirming that you meant for it to happen."
I got up in rage and in hurt.
"YOU KNOW DAMN WELL I DIDN'T MEAN TO, WHAT KIND OF OPTION IS THAT?!!!"
I threw my hands up in anger.
" It's called living with consequences of your actions. Now either do it and get what's coming to you or let go of the only man that can love you more than anyone else."
Calvin furrowed his eyebrows.
I sat back down on the sofa and drag my hands down my face.
" ok, fine."
Calvin tossed me my phone without a single blink.
I hesitated to dial anais number but with Calvin eyes on me I knew better.
*ring ring*
Calvin eyes never left mine, here I am telling my little sister that I had sex with her boyfriend while staring into his brothers eyes. I felt even dirtier than before.
"hello,muva ? What's up!"
Anais answered.
"hey, uh- I was wondering if you can come over right now, there's something I need to tell you."
I choked up.
"why what happen? Omg is dwayne alright? Is he with you? "
Anais sounded very concerned but just hearing her say Dwayne name made my stomach turn.
I prayed that Calvin didn't hear anais.
"no-nono not that just, can you come right now?"
I said with a tear stream down my cheek. As I continue to look Calvin in the eye.
YOU ARE READING
Against All Odds
General FictionMuva Janelle Wilks have been experiencing high sexual fantasies of her dream man name Dwight for about two years. Aside from her fantasies muva take pride of being a independent, dark skin, and Natural woman. She hopes to meet the man of her dream s...