So this is us: rucas one shots

After texas part 1

I'm such a bad person for not updating in like forever. So sorry sunshines

"I hate I can't be with him...but Maya's happy. That's all I ever wanted. I think. But I'm not happy. I don't like him as a brother. I like him as whatever we are. Maybe farkle is right. Maybe I should tell them." Riley thought.
Maya just left the bay window after coming over after Riley came back from her "date". "Really Charlie...popcorn and licorice...disgusting"  Riley thought as she was laying on her bed...thinking...thinking about how I'm not happy without him. But she is. And that's all I ever wanted for her. "WHY CANT I TELL LUCAS I JUST WANNA BE WITH HIM. WHY CANT I TELL HIM I DONT LIKE HIM AS A BROTHER. I DONT LOVE HIM AS A BROTHER!" Riley screamed "ahh that felt good"  Riley said. "You what Riley" a familiar voice said "oh no" she whispered. A million thoughts raced through her head at that instant. But the biggest one was him. A billion memories raced through her head. But the biggest one was when he fell of tombstone. She knew then she didn't like him as a brother. Not even close. Maya was wrong this this time she thought that day. Yeah Riley knows maya thinks she like Lucas as a brother. But what's she supposed to do. She knows maya likes him. She cares about him. "Lucas" Riley slightly whispers to the guy in her window. The guy she has liked since she fell on his lap on the subway. "How much of that did you her me yell" "all of it" he said
"Look Lucas I meant every word I said but-" Lucas cut her off "then why did you say that Riley. Riley,maya is a lot of things to me,girl friend, I don't know but if we were talking about you Riley I would want you and I would ask you to be my girlfriend in a heart be no exceptions. And if this is how you feel then Riley will you" before he could finish Riley cut him off. "Lucas...I know what your going to say but...I..I..I can't. Maya's happiness has been my top priority since we were five. She's my sister. I know how maya feels about you. You make her happy...I think. So even if I'm the most miserable I have ever been in my entire life,I'm going to do it for her cause she's my rock and if this is what I have to do then this is what I'm going to do Lucas." She took a deep breathe so she could finish. "Lucas, people say that if you love people or someone enough then you should let them go. And if they come back and it works out then it's meant to be, Lucas this is us. I love you,and now I know how. I'm sorry"
" Riley but I need you in my life..please" he said grabbing Riley's hand " you're my sunshine please don't leave me." "Lucas if you tell me right now that you know for sure that you don't like maya like you apparently like me and you tell her then I'll be whatever you want us to be. But even if you can't tell me this I'll always be in your life no matter what." She said "Riley...I...can't tell you that because I don't know for sure but Riley-" "no Lucas and until you can tell me it's..." "It's what Riley" " it's goodbye for now Lucas." She said closing the window. "That was the hardest thing I've ever done" she thought "Maya can't  ever know about this. Let's see what happens tomorrow at school."

To be continued

Ok so I'm such a bad author and I haven't updated in forever and I'm so terribly sorry sunshines and lovelies!!! Love you all and 360 READS OMG YALL ARE AMAZING!!! THANK YOU!! Also I might start a new story aside firm this one. Will let you guys know if I do it so you can go read!! Bye lovelies!!🤗