We was sitting up there on her roof talking about everything under the moon, when she looked at her phone and it said she had three messages. one of the three messages was from her mother which said "baby girl i love you so please see if you can stay with Jacob for a while". and she replied "why mom whats going on".. she got no response. then she looked at me with a tear in her eye i kissed her and said whats wrong babes.. i cant do this no more she mumbled.. do what?? i asked. then everything got silent as we was sitting on the roof. she turned to me and said Jacob? i responded " yes babes" then she continued to say" how much do you love me?. i got silent. i didnt know what to say because i loved her so much. So i said " babes i love you to the moon and back,". then she asked "why do you love me jacob?". i responded in a joking manner. why wouldnt i.? she said i wanna know why you love me so i gave her my real answer. i said babe you loved me when no one else did, your little brother died and you ask if i was ok, you showed me with everything you did that you loved me and now its my turn to give you my love. then she said what would you do if i died? so i said i would die to babe i cant be hear without you and then i kissed her lips. then i asked whats all this about?? and she said its about my mom she keeps randomly texting me weird things like something is going to happen. she told me to ask you if i could stay here for a while. i said of course you can. but why is your mom acting like that? she said i dont kno its weird. The next day i was up earlier like i always was making breakfist. i turned on the news and i saw her mom on there so i turned the tv down so she didint wake up. Around noon i got off work and, i took her out to dinner. then i said babes i got bad news. we had a thign to were she would always say good news first. so she said good news first and i said there is none babe. she said oh whats the bad new then? i replied i seen your mom on the news this morning she committed suiceide babes. she started crying. So i took her in my arms. im so sorry babes i said. she replied why didnt you tell me earlier. i replied i didnt know how. so then she cried and cried. i took her to my therapy session with me so i could keep an eye on her. the doctor asked how she was doing. she didnt reply. i told him her mother died recently and he hasnt slept in three days
