The Wild Flower

Worlds Collide

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"Go get dressed the Cullen's, will be visiting." Dad said

I wanted to say something, but something inside me had just stopped functioning. I got tongue-tied, I wasn't able to say something. Everything still remains, how I feel whenever I see him, I remember how he looks at me with those piercing hazel brown eyes. I thought I was done with him already, but now that I just heard that we're about to crossed paths again, I feel like every part of me is being awaken and I don't know what to do.
I'm stuck for a while but as soon as I get myself back I got into the shower and take the best dress. It was a gift from Aly, My best friend.

Damn, this is it I finished dressing up and that feeling went back as I heard the door bell rang and there my heartbeat went fast as if a million horse were racing inside. My mind didn't function properly.I just can't concentrate. And so before I could do something I'll just regret, I go downstairs.

Many questions running on my mind just stopped when I saw HIM. Those beautiful hazel brown eyes I'd never expected to stare at me. Hindi parin siya nag babago. After all these years?

Damn, just damn he is really one of a Demigod. MY Demigod.

"Stop staring, you're creeping me out" he said in a very manly tone. And uggggghhh!! That voice, I really missed it! I missed him so much!

Without hesitation I jumped towards him and locked my arms around him. I can feel his warm breath almost touching my neck. Tila pareho kaming nabigla at 'di alam ang gagawin. I am waiting for him to pull back because I know he don't like me, he once said that he would rather crashed into a wall than get near me. Those words always struck me deep and hard.

At yun na nga.

Almost reluctantly he pushed me back. There's something inside me telling that I would break any second, his look is intimidating. But I scratched that negative thought and face him again with a smile, a forced one.

"Don't touch me!" Giit niya. Waaaahh pero bakit ganon? Kahit galit siya ang gwapo niya parin!

"Ano ba?! Maganda naman ako ah! Wala naman akong sakit. Kung maka "don't touch me" ka naman dyan. Bakla ka siguro no? Bakla lang ang hindi nagkakagu--" napatigil ako nang  bigla siyang tumalikod.
Aba bastos to ahh??? Wooooohhh pero why? Ang hot ng likod nya.

"Hoy! hoy! Napaka mo talaga! Nagsasalita pa ang tao ehhh." Uggghhh I hate him no no scrach that I love him.

"I already told you before, I don't want you near me"he said with a cold tone that made me stutter

"Y-you mean-- why?" I feel like my senses get back when he said he will never like me.

"Don't you understand? I'm in love with somebody and you will never be that girl. You--youre a disgrace, you are so desperate! hindi ba talaga kaintiintindi ang katotohanang ayoko sayo?! May mahal akong iba--"And there I broke down but I still manage to say something.

" P-please tama na..."I cried, habang tinatakpan ko ang aking tenga. hoping he will caress my back or at least look at me with pity.

But instead of doing it he turned his back on me and walk outside while I cried endlessly,even though I feel so weak I still manage to walk through my room, there ,I cried until everything went black.

*knock knock knock*
I woke up because of the knocks on my door. I feel so weak I think I can't even walk through the door. And there our conversation awhile ago went back. I opened the door and to my surprise, it's dad.

"P-princess"princess? really? I want to hug him right now but, I just stand up in front of him

"Dad. Why? Do you need something?"I ask curiosity strikes me. What is he doing here? and why is he calling me princess? It's been a while.

"I-I just wanted to ask you what happened awhile ago. John told me that he's son left without telling him." He said with a soft voice. Does this mean he cared for me? No it will never happen.

"It's non of your business dad" I said. anger is all I can feel right now.

"Oh princess of course it's one of my businesses. You are my daughter, my responsibility. I-I just wanted to apologise for my mistakes. I'm----"I cut him off his too fast. Akala niya ba ganoon nalang kadali? I've longed for my father almost half of my life. Simula ng hindi niya pagpansin sa akin nawala na ang lahat ng karapatan niya sa pagiging ama ko.

" Dad stop explaining, I don't need it, and please I needed to do something IMPORTANT." I said emphasising important and there I saw a tear fall from his eyes, his expression is hopeless. But before I become soft I shut the door. And again

I cried.

But after an hour or half I dressed up and applied some make up. I need to breathe. This day feels like hell. I got two different heart breaks in just a day ,I hate them. Why did they make a soft girl cry all day? Why do I need to experience all of this? Why me? This life is so complicated.

I can't even understand myself, why do I need to act as if I'm strong? even though anytime I'm gonna break down.

Haaaayyy. I need to relax. This day is so complicated and tiring.

I need to call Aly.