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Zayn Imagine - A Thousand Years Part 1

Listen to A Thousand Years By Christina Perri during this please, it will flow more and get tissues if you cry easily. Hope you like

Zayn: You had just found out that you were pregnant. You knew that it was Zayn's baby because, he was your first and the only person you did it with. You were so scared. You kept checking and checking every time you needed the loo but the tests said pregnant every time. You didn't know what to do. You kept working yourself up about it. You couldn't have a baby! You weren't ready yet! It will hurt so much during labour and then afterwards the baby would cry and you wouldn't get any sleep and you'll need to buy clothes for your baby and everything just seemed so hard. You had never been so scared in your life.

Zayn was at the studio with the boys so he didn't know yet. You weren't even sure if you should tell him. What will all the fans think! And all the Zayn girls! They already hate your guts for 'dating their man'! Maybe you should just run away and hope that nobody will find you. You loved Zayn, more than anybody else, ever. But you were just so scared, you wanted to get away from it all.

Recently you and Zayn havent been getting on very well. You were having unnecessary fights and you were scared that you were going to get into another once when you tell him.

You were sat on the toilet just crying, like you have been for the last couple of hours. Your face was red and hot, you were sweating and you looked dreadful.

You heard the door open and slam shut.

"Y/N?!" You heard Zayn call. You got up quickly and tried to hide everything and wash your face.

"Y/N?!" He said with a hint of annoyance in his voice. You were going as fast as you can, dropping things accidently and fumbling around with all of the pregnancy tests wishing that they would just disappear.

"What are you doing Y/N!? I was calling you!" He shouted as he opened the bathroom door without knocking. He saw that your face was red and that your eyes were shiny but he didn't seem to care.

"Sorry Zayn, I'm just a bit stressed out right now okay, don't yell at me." You said back. That only got him even more angry, which caused you to get annoyed at him and so on.

You were arguing for ages it seemed and you were both downstairs still screaming at each other. He called you a slut and told you that you were worthless and you have to admit, you did say some horrible things to him as well, but you felt like he was just going to far.

"Just shut the fuck up! Urg, you're such a whiny little bitch, I'm done! I hate you just leave, I dont wanna do this anymore!" He screamed at you.

Thats when it all came tumbling down on you. Thats when you remembered. This is the father of your unborn child! You thought he loved you and he's calling you all these awful names? Telling you to shut up and telling you he hates you? Maybe you should leave like he said. He clearly doesn't care anymore.

You ran upstairs right in the middle of Zayn having a go at you. He didn't follow you so you gathered your personal belongings, but left the conception indicator on the bed and wrote a note.

'Hey Zayn, I know you probably just had a bad day, but should you really take it out on me? I told you that I was stressed too, but you didn't want to hear it. You saw that I was upset but still, you didn't want to know. It's fine, really... I'm just going to leave okay. Under this piece of paper is a... let's say maybe... A leaving present. This is why I was low today, and I'm so sorry, as much as I love you I must leave. What will the fans think? What will everyone think? Don't bother calling me, it won't work. I'm leaving you Zayn, so I guess this is goodbye. Please take care of yourself, Y/N x.'

You put the conception indicator under the note making sure that it still says you're pregnant.

You walked through the living room where Zayn was sat with his head in his hands. You took one last look at him and opened the front door of yours and Zayn's house that you shared.

You were about to walk away when Zayn spoke up.

"And where the hell do you think you are going?!" He still sounded angry but his eyes were red and puffy. You ignored him and walked out the door.

"Y/N?... Hey..." He got up and followed you quickly.

"You're scaring me now, baby answer me, where are you going-" Then he realised.

"No! Y/N! Please don't leave, I need you, please no! Don't go!" He was shouting as you walked away from him down the drive way.

"Well, obviously you don't need me Zayn, I'm leaving. This is it I'm sorry."

You started to cry hyterically even though you promised yourself you wouldnt cry in front of him. He ran to you and tried to hug you but you pushed away from him.

"No, Zayn." You put your hands on his chest keeping distance, not looking at his face.

"But why?! I'm sorry okay, really, really sorry. I know I don't deserve you but please, please I'm begging you! Y/N please, I really need you. I dont think you understand, I can't carry on without you-"

"Zayn!" You interupted him from raming on.

"I cant do this anymore. I'm-I'm not happy and I know you arnt either. We fight a lot more than any couple should and its better if we just-"

"No Y/N dont say that," You started walking away again but he grabbed your arm.

"Darlin' don't be afraid, I have loved you for a thousand years... Please!" He begged, crying his eyes out.

He was singing your song. A Thousand Years by Christina Perri, it was your 'couple song' as most people would say. You'd always play it when you two did things together or if the house was just a little too quiet and you needed something to sing to. You'd play it when you were both cuddled up on the sofa talking about anything that popped into your heads or when Zayn was helping you cook the dinner or when you couldnt sleep, he'd sing it to you.

You started crying even more, thinking about the memories as the tears were streaming down your already tear stained face. Knowing that you were about to leave the love of your life was the saddest thought. But you had to do it you werent happy anymore.

"Why?" He was fully crying now. It really hurt you seeing him this way and it hurt you even more knowing that you caused him to feel like this.

"You know what? Go upstairs and check on out bed. That will give you your answer," You told him, suddenly becoming confident and beyond angry.

"Okay okay I will, come on lets go inside and-"

"No Zayn I'm not going back in there," You said standing your ground. He sighed heavily before looking into your eyes.

"Okay but please don't go anywhere. Stay here, I'll make it up to you, I will. Promise me you won't leave from this spot right here?..."

"I promise Zayn," You said looking down, he turned around and ran towards the house. You looked up and saw him sprinting up the stairs, the front door swinging open from the force of Zayn's push on it.

You had to lie to him. You had to leave; it was too hard to deal everything and everything will take a turn for the worst when he finds out you're pregnant. You didn't plan for this baby.

You turned around and just left.

You changed your number and moved towns, only keeping in touch with one if your bestest friends that you trust with your life.

You didnt even tell your parents they would be extremely angry, they have always hated Zayn.

And now they don't have to hear of him again. You don't have to hear of him again.

You won't hear his beautiful voice singing to you or laughing with you. This was really goodbye. Forever.

...Goodbye Zayn...