Randomly Thrift Through the World

I Want To

I want to...
Hear you cry.
Hear you scream in agony.
Hear your pitiful begging for mercy.
Hear you writhe in pain in the shackles.
Hear you yelling in hopelessness.
Hear your organs squish as they crash.
See the blood spill from your wounds.
See the broken light in your eyes.
View your broken body and soul.
See you tremble in fear.
Feel your bloody, cut-up hand.
Feel the scars afflicted from your attempted escapes.
Feel the squish of your intestine.
Feel the anguish pour from your soul.
Smell your nervous sweating.
Smell the weapons bathed with blood.
Smell your dying breath.
Smell your rotting corpse.
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Hear you whispering sweet nothings.
Hear your jovial, magnificent laugh resonate through the world.
Hear your words dripping with magic.
Hear your familiar footsteps echo along with mine.
See your smile radiating with happiness.
See you sneak me into your hypnotic embrace.
View your indescribably beautiful eyes shining through the light.
See your play with me in glee.
Feel your wonderful hand, who's strength doesn't matter.
Feel your magnificent kisses upon my body.
Feel your gentle touch, the touch that is my beacon and safety.
Feel your warm breath upon my neck.
Smell your familiar scent that always remains unique.
Smell the things you lent me that you wore.
Smell your forever fresh breath when you blow on my nose.
Taste the oh so majestic taste of your lips upon mine.
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My heart leans to those desires,
However...
I shall never allow myself to act upon,
Those countless actions.
For it is for the best.
For my own body shall remain my prison until the end of time.

~Fin~